chenying

2011-08-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

I get this feeling that im kidding myself. I probably wouldn't even be worthy enough.

2011-07-22T20:29:00.005+08:00

hey.

felt like shit for the entire week.

because i was sick and i was in a big whirlpool of thoughts and emotions that even im being creeped out by myself.

i realised im worrying about an issue that is completely out of my control and im overreacting about something that i shouldnt have read too much into.

and im also creeped out by the fact that im becoming desperate. again.

but thankfully i have great people around me who stuck with me through this week =D.

now my head is a little less fuzzy and im now able to see the bigger picture. i realised that im making myself to be a complete douchebag in front of people by being desperate for stuff. makes me feel pathetic.

but im going to be alright, because i know i have friends i can count on, and i can finally sort out my priorities and know what i should be doing.

like my friends' words of advice to me, ill go with the flow and just take whatever that comes at me.

and those lemons that life threw at me, imma use them to burn their houses down >=(.

bye.

2011-07-11T20:01:00.003+08:00

hey.

its not an angry post and yet i still use the same kind of greeting every time. win.

oh well. here to talk about the better things in my life after ranting about shit. thanks for listening anyways. lepak must be really happy because its always tagging my tagboard.

anyways, i got something cool for myself:

I GOTZ MESEL NEW IPODZ =DD.

its a granite-coloured ipod nano. very small and compact. and with multi-touch screen =DD.

costs 216 bucks because i bought it from audio house during their discount period =DD.

so now i have a cool new toy that also looks good on me hehe.

btw anyone should have realised that im really running out of things to blog about. i think its because im so busy and im more towards reblogging stuff on tumblr now. lepak be sad.

bye. first real single goodbye for my blog posts lol.

OR IS IT.

bye. for real.

2011-07-11T19:45:00.002+08:00

hey.

being really busy nowadays. assignments piling up like death mountain in front of my face.

and being easily frustrated over shit doesnt help with completing any of them lol.

oh well.

anyways im blogging for the sake of blogging. im gonna change my blogskin soon if possible too. good practice for my web design module along the way, if i have the time.

i guess being poor sucks hell. and there isnt much hope in getting out of this shit hole soon once you are in it. not even abilities. not even luck.

because getting mad over lemons works the same as making lemonade. they dont work against life.

and things take time. thats when the abilities come in. and that bit of luck that will push you through to a better place in the end.

but im still gonna get mad and fuck the shit out of life. because im not a wuss. and id rather get mad than to resign to fate.

if i have a bright future ahead of me, then good for me. if im going to be poor my whole life, then it cant be helped because it will prove that life is a fucking cunt.

bye.

less angry blog post in 5 minutes. thanks for hearing me rant.

and lepak is the best. cuz its always spamming on my tagboard.

bye. until later.

2011-07-02T21:37:00.003+08:00

hey.

probably gonna be half KO-ed with a flu soon.

and im thinking life fucking hates me nowadays. things going wrong all over the place lol.

and being a poor faggot really sucks. like fucking suck dick kind of suck.

and if you are poor, you will probably be put into the FOREVER ALONE zone for the rest of your life.

why?

because you dont have the luxury of being able to care for a person and go for dates that dont take place in coffee shops and fast food restaurants.

and also because all your life you will have to work hard for things that you will never get. and you will have no choice but to work so hard even though nothing good comes to you in the end.

basically it means poor faggots have no life so they belong in the FOREVER ALONE zone.

and i dont know why the fuck am i being especially desperate nowadays lol.

oh well.

bye.

btw being born in a rich family is a sure guarantee that you get to make sure poor faggots never get a life. thanks.

bye. for real.

2011-06-29T00:33:00.002+08:00

hey.

feeling very demoralised right now. dont know why. i just do.

and i realised nothing takes me seriously. not that they ever did, but im feeling very fustrated about it these few days.

and i also realised that no matter what you achieve, as long as its an achievement then people will hate you for it.

damned man.

and if you are a bloody poor faggot, then people will find it an obligation to make sure you stay that way and know your place to never challenge your social standing ever.

really hate being poor. like fucking hate it.

bye.

2011-06-19T00:59:00.005+08:00

hey.

dont have to guess why im back on my blog. its obvious.

im having holidays again.

kind of glad i have a 2 week vacation period right now. even though i have to work on weekends. oh well.

at least i enjoy working at Kinokuniya =D.

anyways, i should probably do a summary of what the hell happened during my most recent hiatus:

1. learnt to juggle school with work. it was really tiring in the beginning. i even had an ulcer outbreak all over my mouth and felt like shit for a week. but i pulled through. so im a big boy now XDD.

2. met many new and interesting people at Kinokuniya. theres this old woman who talks to herself a lot and sort of cant stop talking the moment she starts explaining about something. but shes nice. my managers are also fun people to work with. and my fellow cashiers are nice to me =D.

3. got obsessed with minecraft. again. and i started a multiplayer server to play with my friends. now we have a city on a mountain overhang and a railway station below. epic. and very no life.

4. someone fucking took/stole my macbook charger. im going more towards the lines of stealing because it was safely kept in my bag and it never came out of it. and it just disappeared. thank victor for helping me find a spare charger from his girlfriend's workplace =D. and i hope the bloody motherfucker son of a bitch who stole my charger gets herpes. and cancer. and flu.

5. im beginning to feel a little lonely from being single. haiz. oh well.

6. school assignments isnt that hard of a thing to do. mainly because i can ace programming with my eyes closed and the rest are pretty fun to do. other than 3d modelling.

7. im becoming a little obsessed with my colleague's beautiful voice. and her personality is really nice too. and i probably wont be able to meet her again soon ;_;.

8. fuck i sound so desperate in 5 and 7. shit. my colleague better not see this. or im screwed. lol.

9. im a little less poor now. but im still fucking poor. contradicting sentence is contradicting. at least i get to buy new stuff once a month now =DD.

10. i should be sleeping now because its 1am and im gonna do the morning shift next. lol.

there. 10 points to summarise what happened during my hiatus. short and sweet. because i need to sleep now.

bye.

and dont tell my colleague that i said her voice is beautiful. you might end up getting diabetes. and measles.

i kid =D. BUT DONT TELL HER OKAY.

bye. for real. like all my blog posts do. say bye more than once. lol.

k bye. seriously.

2011-05-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

hey.

and i start posts with that same word again. joy.

i guess i got to constantly apologise to the tagboard ads about my frequent hiatus in posting. but oh well.

i realised i have been acting more and more like an asshole nowadays. not that im not an asshole in the past, but more so in the present i think.

have started to become arrogant about my knowledge in programming. to the point that i do homework even before its assigned lol. and i think im crossing the line. people are getting pissed.

and i really dont know why the fuck do i only realise it till now. slowmo reaction is slowmo.

so imma stop acting like a jerk and just be casual with people. i dont like people who action too much. so people should be feeling the same too. i gotta keep myself in check.

and i should keep control of my voice volume while im at it. apparently my amp and subwoofer are malfunctioning again. starts up on their own lol.

done with self reflection. haven done that in awhile. maybe thats why i started acting like a douchebag. sorry.

bye.

2011-03-20T20:56:00.004+08:00

harro.

im really at it with kicking my habit of starting blog posts with "hey" now lol. i guess its a good thing.

btw i just watched the live streaming of...

YOUTUBE SYPHONY ORCHESTRA 2011!!!!!

it was awesome, even with all the lag from my shitty internet connection lol.

the orchestra consists of musicians selected from the pool of youtube users over the internet all over the world. participants are voted by the youtube community as well as chosen by the maestro leading the orchestra. the orchestra's first debut performance was two years ago at new york in carnegie hall.

the idea of this orchestra is to spread the love for classical music through the technology of the internet and to bring people from all over the world together through their passion for making music for people to hear.

and i think this vision for the orchestra is godamn epic. and the performance the participants gave everyone who were watching was godamn awesome.

after being captivated by the orchestra in 2009, i looked forward to their performance this year in 2011, where they would play in the sydney opera house. and they didnt disappoint even for a single bit. in fact, they were more epic than before in my opinion.

so, all of you reading my blog should go watch their concert. upload of the full length video for the concert should probably be up soon. link to the page is below:

http://www.youtube.com/user/symphony

bye.

APPRECIATE AUTHENTIC MUSIC FOR ONCE YOUNG ONES.

k bye. for real.

2011-03-15T17:17:00.004+08:00

harro.

and i just started my blog without a "hey". achievement unlocked.

i really blog alot more during vacation compared to when im still schooling. perhaps its because of the crazy workload i get during term time. oh well.

just watched Higashi no Eden Gekijouban II - Paradise Lost. its the second movie of the Higashi no Eden series.

and it is one chio shit. the story is epic. and the music is imba. and its OP and ED are sung by School Food Punishment =DD. So i guess i recommend everyone who visits this blog who are not blogshop adfags to go try watching it. the entire series includes an anime season plus two movies.

oh and i called kinokuniya today to ask for a part time job. i hope they call me for an interview soon.

and you can see that im blogging for the sake of blogging from the way i typed everything here lol. cant blame me for being bored to the bone and have nothing interesting to talk about. vacation in singapore is dull as crap.

bye.

oh and i borrowed money from my aunt to get a 500gb hard disk at the IT fair. now im in debt again. haiz.

bye. for real. and i know i always have something to say after my first bye in my blog posts.

bye. for real. seriously.

2011-03-10T19:29:00.002+08:00

hey.

for some reason i was bloody emo for my last post. sorry about that. and thanks to everyone who wrote on my tagboard. minus the blogshop ads.

these few days were godamn weird in the sense that i became some angry emo madman who got pissed off over everything. maybe im having menopause.

k scrap that. its disturbing. wtf. im not even female. lol.

and i have been having alot of headaches for some reason. i guess its because i dont really sleep well now. screwed up sleep routine is screwed. i blame the heavy duty assignment spam before vacation started.

went to look for jobs for the past few days. not much luck. xin wang called back to ask sam and isaac about their applications and told them to pass the phone to me. and the guy over the phone asked my name and then said,

"i think your application is at another outlet..."

haiz. most probably they just lost my application form or something. cant blame them for being so careless. NOT. FUCK YOU BITCH MOTHERFUCKER HOW DARE YOU LOSE MY FORM YOU ASS LICKING BUTTFACE nah i was joking XDD. but i think i dont have much luck for the job at xin wang now. since my application form is at another outlet lol.

i hope i can get a job soon though. if not ill continue to be a poor gheyfag needing friends to lend him money all the time. so embarrassing lol.

bye.

oh and i started playing minecraft. its like ORGASMIC. ok not that extreme but its super addictive. godamn awesome game. everyone should try it if they have the chance.

k bye for real.

2011-02-23T05:36:00.003+08:00

hey.

anyone who reads this blog probably thinks im crazy blogging at 5.30 in the morning. i bet the blogshop ads totally think of me this way now.

through the night many things came to my mind as i tried to sleep. and as much as i hate to admit it, im becoming a little more than just scared.

of what? i think im scared of many things about myself.

im scared that i dont measure up to be a friend, scared that what i do could have sprouted hate in people.

and to myself who actually has almost zero self worth on the inside, these could have been absolutely true.

there are times where i dont really connect with people, times where all that i do will only generate hatred for myself. and i know some of the reasons. and i have been trying and trying to better myself for the sake of standing on the same level as them. at that level where there was no real hate. only occasional annoyance but always connected heart to heart.

it is not the way they view me that is the problem, but more of the fact that im not good enough for them. and i deserve it.

i ask myself every night when i sleep many things. things like "am i good enough of a friend?" or "am i fit to receive the kindness and acceptance from the people around me?". and the answer is always the same.

i am never good enough no matter how much effort i put in, no matter how i reciprocate the kindness to the people that have been nice to me.

and then i make myself try even harder. to make the people who care about me feel happy and to be a person they can depend on in times of need. it feels good that i can be of use to people and that i can actually make some positive impacts on their lives.

and my low self worth inner side will then remind me of where i stand.

no matter how much i do, im probably inadequate for everything.

no matter how nice i am, it wont ever cover up mistakes i made.

no matter how repentant i am, it wont earn me the forgiveness for things i did wrong.

no matter how hard i try, i wont ever gain the assurance that i deserve to be nice to.

and then im scared all over again, that i will be left alone for not being good enough.

bye.

2011-02-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

hey.

i MIAed for so long again. and i still "hey" when i start my blogpost. lol.

really really sorry to whoever follows this blog for not posting anything for the past i wonder how long. though i doubt many people come here from the looks of my tagboard lol. THANK YOU BLOGSHOP ADVERTS.

i have been busy with school work and stuff and the stress is incredibly orgasmic. not.

i even got stomach flu due to stress. lol. shows you even discounted lemons sold at life suck. SO DONT BUY IT.

but everything is over for now. and the vacation has only just begun for me. really looking forward to the rest, but then again this vacation also means that next year i will not be able to be with 1m04 as much because of the specialization. haiz.

so, in order to commemorate our friendship before we lose our chance to commemorate it properly again, we had a party today along with a celebration for samantha's birthday. fun. and tiring. but still very enjoyable.

and now, every minute that passes by makes me miss the way we get to be together all the time more and more.

therefore, i shall write thank you notes for everyone in 1m04.

but i shall not post it here. because i shall use my awesome F grade 3dd skills to make the notes on illustrator. hehe.

damned. i really will miss this class. ;_;.

bye.

oh and i owe shit loads of people money now. cant wait to start teaching myself not to be a fucking spendthrift. lol.

k bye. for real.

2010-12-31T15:50:00.004+08:00

hey.

Seriously. Posting after MIAing for so long and i still greet the same way. lol.

oh well.

its the last day of the year today. and im at home trying to motivate myself to work. note to people who are trying to do the same:

DONT DO IT. YOU WILL FAIL.

seriously. i find motivating myself to play games so much easier.

and i bet you are already suspecting that i have nothing much to blog about today. lol.

BUT I DO. because im gonna copy everyone else and summarise the year.

here. my summary of this year:

1. WENT TOO FAST. ;_;.

2. pretty fun when it started. level of fun skyrocketed as i progressed through the year. along with the workload. lol.

3. met lots of awesome people. especially 1m04. \m/.

4. realised i sort of became a way more cheerful person compared to when i was in secondary school, but in many ways im still the same hahas. maybe the emo gheyfag still lies deep within myself lol.

5. I AM STILL AS POOR AS FUCK.

6. i suck at drawing.

7. i love programming games.

8. i got better at fps games.

there. i bet if my blog is a sentient, cute chic WITH SHORT HAIR =D, she will totally be so elated about my return to blogging that she gives me a free blowjob. lol.

happy new year in advance =D.

and you mom is fat. i kid =D.

2010-10-22T10:32:00.002+08:00

huiho says i start my blog posts with "hey" too much.

so i shall not use that word to start off today's post.

hihi.

okay that sound more gheyfag than 99 heys added together. oh well.

im at causeway point's macdonalds now drinking mocha chips lol. cuz i arrived too early to meet ryan. he said 11.30 and i arrived at 10. lol.

school's starting soon. seriously cant wait for school to start. get to see my classmates again and do crazy stuff all day =D. not that we dont do crazy stuff together during the holidays but school is still awesome since its 1m04 hahas.

gotta go back to my secondary school later to help out with a video that my junior's having problems with. shes using iMovie to edit the video. and iMovie is the world's easiest video editing software ever. cuz Windows Movie Maker sucks so much that it aint even worth mentioning lol.

since im going to help out later, i went to recap on the iMovie functions. way too easy. remembered how to do everything after 5 minutes. lol. the software is really this easy to master. haha.

k imma go. feels awkward to blog in public.

bye.

oh and i didnt use any vulgarities in this post today. yay. lol.

k bye. seriously.

2010-10-06T23:12:00.005+08:00

hey.

i got a job as a tutor.

not exactly a real job with a tuition centre, but im tutoring my junior for the upcoming science exam.

however, i said i wont charge full price if they fail the exam. oh well. if i want to tutor people, i might as well teach properly, if not the fees will be somewhat of the result of a scam lol.

other than being a tutor i guess theres nothing much for me to blog nowadays. a 11 week holiday is envied by everyone, but it seriously is too long to be fun after awhile. makes you feel like you are rotting away.

and i kind of miss school. especially my super awesome classmates. around half the class is on an immersion trip to wuhan now. hope they enjoy their trip over there. and they get to do the video module over there so next semester they have mondays freed up to slack >=(. at least videography is easy. and i have been doing videos for the past 4 years straight. hehe.

i guess thats all for today. godamn lame post, this is.

bye.

oh and i realised that im putting colour on my blog posts again. lol.

and then i realised that blogger doesnt let me format my text colours now. even after i applied it and published. fuck.

k bye. seriously.

2010-09-17T22:22:00.007+08:00

hey.

there should be a new law of physics passed for me posting quizes for blog posts every time i am on holiday. and they should give me the nobel prize for it.

cuz im here to post another quiz. lol.

im supposed to answer "innocent" or "guilty" for the questions and tag 15 people to do the quiz after that. however, i shall not tag people because i am not evil which is actually me being lazy and yet still wanting to sound like a gheyfag.

enough talk. the quiz below:

Asked someone to marry you? Innocent lol. If I have the luck I might be guilty of this in the future hahas.

Kissed one of your Facebook friends? Innocent, cuz I have never kissed anyone before in my life. And my mom doesn’t have facebook. And I always leave family out of my kiss count.

Danced on a table in a bar? innocent. I’m not crazy enough to do that, and will never be drunk enough to do that either.

Ever told a lie? guilty. If you haven’t done this in your life, you are more boring than twilight.

Had feelings for someone who you can’t have? Guilty. Don’t wanna talk about it.

Ever had feelings for your friend’s bf/gf? innocent.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Ew. Innocent.

Kissed a picture? guilty. Happened during a very low time of my life. Don’t wish to remember.

Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty. Actually I slept till 6pm. lol.

Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty, like almost everyday in my secondary school life lol.

Held a snake? Innocent. I might be gheyfag enough to not try it lol.

Been suspended from school? innocent. I’m not rebellious enough to get that kind of shit.

Worked at a fast food restaurant? innocent. I work at places of higher class. LOL.

Stolen from a store? innocent. It’s against my morals.

Been fired from a job? innocent. I quit, not got fired.

Done something you regret? guilty. Don’t ask me about it.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? innocent. ew. Fuck no.

Sat on a roof top? Innocent. never had the chance to do it.

Kissed someone you shouldn't have? innocent. I said I haven kissed anyone before, and I leave my family out of the kiss count.

Sang in the shower? guilty. What.

Been on the best website for cool facebook stuff - facebookcraze.com? innocent. I have a life. Lol.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent. My friends are kind enough to spare my life cuz I can’t swim.

Shaved your head? Innocent. the most it went to a botak.

Slept naked? innocent. I don’t like feeling cold when I sleep. Need the warmth, you know. Hehe.

Had a gym membership? Innocent. the bukit gombak stadium gym do not require membership for entry lol.

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? innocent. I am not fortunate enough to find my soulmate yet. And I hope that even if she cry, those will be tears of joy =D.

Been in a band? innocent. I’m not musically talented. Sorry.

Donated Blood? innocent. I hate needles. Thanks for thinking that I’m a gheyfag now.

Still love someone you shouldn’t? innocent. At least I think I am.

Have a tattoo? Innocent. I don’t like having dragons and yingyang circles on my butt.

Liked someone, but will never tell who? guilty. Haiz.

Been too honest? guilty. Earned myself a beating for that lol.

Ruined a surprise? Guilty. Earned myself a beating for that too.

Erased someone in your friends list? Innocent. I’m too lazy to delete contacts. And I don’t like deleting contacts. Its like abandonment lol.

Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if your a guy) or man’s clothes (if your a girl)? innocent. lol.

Had communication with your ex? Innocent. Never had a relationship before. At least, never got accepted into one. Lol.

Got so angry that you cried? guilty. Yeah yeah. Thanks for thinking that I’m seriously a gheyfag. Really.

Stolen somebody's partner? innocent. I’m not evil. And your partner’s probably too fat. LOL.

Made yourself throw up? innocent. I don’t have eating disorders, although I don’t grow meat no matter how much I eat ;_;.

alright. thats the quiz for everyone to see. and i just recovered from falling sick lol. felt like shit. like, seriously shit. and i am still having a fucking imba headache even though im almost recovered. zzz.

and i still prefer Gundam Seed to Gundam 00. and i dont exactly like the blenders for engines for the 00 gundams. lol. but 00 is still a pretty decent gundam anime. it just simply couldnt compare to Seed in my opinion hahas.

bye.

2010-09-03T08:54:00.002+08:00

hey.

i should probably stop beginning every blog post with a "hey". hm.

oh well. i guess ill just subconsciously do it again and again. no point stopping myself.

its still the holidays, and i've just applied for a job. they said they will call me the moment they need me to work. and im a very impatient asshole.

so im gonna go apply for more jobs that probably has a higher chance of giving me immediate employment.

on another note, the holiday boredom are getting to me, and i find myself reminiscing about my life in taiwan.

i remembered the friends i had back then, hahas. if i remember it correctly, my best friend was a girl lol. had this christmas present exchange thing in school, and she bought something nice that i had wanted. in the end we couldnt get each other's present because its randomly distributed. haiz. wonder how is she doing now. cant remember her name alr.

i wonder how would it have been like if i have stayed in taiwan instead of coming here. maybe i wont be as shy and maybe more physically fit. and possibly more learned. taiwan education teaches alot more, you know.

but i wouldnt have met my circle of friends that i care about so much in singapore if i didnt come. oh well. i guess either way ill still have great people surrounding me.

alright, enough of thinking back about the past. i have to motivate myself to get even better at programming if not my rpg game wont ever get done. oh, and the storyline too.

hope the motivation can come back into me and make me start on it again.

bye.

2010-08-25T10:20:00.003+08:00

hey.

i got my blog redirected to fb everytime i post something here.

so now i cant post obscene shit. damned.

but im still gonna do it anyway.

fuck fuckidy fuck fuck fuck you bitch hole son of a gun mother cock face.

thats just for the sake of swearing. sorry.

oh well. i find myself haivng nothing much to do during these holidays. slowly looking for a job to sustain myself for the next 9 weeks or something, which haven been met with much progress.

met with oran yesterday to ask about programming shit. learnt quite abit of new stuff. but i still got mindfucked when i tried to do object-oriented programming on my own. looks like i've finally hit a wall right there. haiz.

and just to make myself sound like a bitchslut, im feeling a little lonely and am wishing that i can get a girlfriend soon. lol.

and i guess im getting a little better at mw2. won 1 match yesterday i think. but im putting that as luck since i camped alot. lol.

thats all for today, i guess. bye everyone who comes to the blog, and bye everyone who read this on fb.

2010-08-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

k wtf.

i got pissed off while playing a game.

this isnt supposed to happen zzz. being a total noob and getting worked up just because i got nailed by a bunch of rocket launchers.

cant believe im so ball-less.

haiz. probably pissed off shit loads of people with my gheyfag attitude about the game tonight. sorry about that.

oh well. instead of being a total noob and whine and complain and get angry and making excuses about it being not my fault for getting blasted by rockets, i guess i should make myself get better at playing it.

getting rocket-ed so many times and getting blasted isnt supposed to be the fault of the people who launched it at me. its just me having not enough skill to actually be a good player.

and i shouldnt be so easily worked up just over a game lol. so nerdy. should concentrate on the stuff that i need to do other than gaming i guess.

and i just realised that i have ranted about myself about how i totally suck at a game on my blog. shit.

wish me luck on getting my balls back.

bye.

2010-08-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

hey.

its the holidays, and everyone knows that lol.

the problem is, i am out of cash. again.

i have come to totally dislike the way i procrastinate over every single thing i do in life. including survival. wtf. all the time i talk about being independent, not to rely on parents so much and shit. and i dont actually do them. like fuck. so not manly.

and i do feel bad for being a parasite to my household you know. using all their money.

i just dont have the balls to really go out and do something.

i guess its time to do something about it, provided that i can get pass my procrastination and shit.

im getting my balls back. very probably.

2010-08-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

hey.

just survived a period of fucking stressful stretch of assignments and preparation for the end of semester exhibition.

I EVEN DIDNT SLEEP FOR 23 HOURS JUST TO RUSH STUFF.

fuck. now i feel godamn sick. like, really sick. i even felt nauseous when i was on the bus home because of all the spice smells. trying not to be racist here. sorry. but for some reason i just cant exercise racial harmony today. couldnt take the bloody smell. stupid body. when did i become a man that cant even take such hectic work loads?

and im supposed to have lived through shit loads of work rushes cuz of eldds and olevels. wtf.

i guess i gotta use this 11 weeks of holidays (thanks and screw YOG for this cuz it pushed forward the assignment deadlines and made us all work like slaves, but at least it gave us one hell load of rest time =D) to exercise and eat healthy. i dont wanna die by the time i reach 23. that would be fucking retarded and wasted.

oh well. had LAN session with 1m04 today. not bad. played as infected for L4D2. im better at infected compared to survivors now. haiz. oh well. at least it was fun. after that played wc3 standard game with mark/ryan/darren/isaac (melissa doesnt count cuz she totally just became freefrag). not bad. i was the one spamming all the waves of troops to attack people while ryan and mark just turtled. if darren didnt just had fun with 1 hero unit and isaac not knowing the build order at all, my team could have just been pwned by them.

oh well. at least the enjoyment is there even though i felt like shit on the bus. thanks 1m04 + darren for making today enjoyable =D.

k i gotta go rest before i collapse or smth.

bye.

2010-07-31T15:58:00.002+08:00

THANKS EVERYONE WHO GOT THE CAKE FOR ME AND CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY =D.

ikr. its my birthday and i have nothing much to blog about. at least i know i have great classmates and friends =D.

thats it. im gonna fund for cakes/presents for everyone who shared the cake with me today. show of gratitude win. especially if its done by me >=D.

btw xue yao wanted me to list all the people who shared the cake with me today. BUT I SHALL NOT. cuz im gonna write it on facebook instead. \m/.

bye.

oh, and happy birthday to myself =D.

2010-07-20T11:30:00.003+08:00

ive realised that ever since school restarted, my blog has been either dead, or had quizzes for posts.

i feel so pathetic over the state of my blog right now.

oh well. at least im here to make things better for my blog =D. she better thank me for it (i'd like to think that this blog is a girl cuz it feels freaking weird and gross telling every single bit about my life to a guy).

these few days aint very eventful. had to go to the airport to take photos for my photography assignment. wasnt a bad experience, except that Terminal One was filled with shit loads of foreign workers and it was pretty hard to find good shots to pass up. after that went to esplanade to watch fireworks. wasnt as interesting though. at least on the way there i bought jay chou's newest album =D. now i have all of his studio albums, but only 2 of them are legit purchases. piracy ftw \m/.

the next two days werent very interesting either. hweefen came to my house to borrow my navy blue formal shirt cuz she wanted to try crossdressing. that was my favourite shirt >=(. im such a nice guy for lending my favourite shirt to her. narcissism ftw \m/.

monday was programming lesson, which i did the usual teachmyclassmatesprogramming thing. asked oran about some problems that occurred on my own program, and learnt quite a few new stuff. went to eat kfc after class cuz i had coupons and i shared with my classmates.

there. all done blogging about these few days' shit. doenst look very interesting, but at least it should keep my blog from dying or overrun with quizzes.

and i think Emma Watson is freaking beautiful. if i am to ever find a western girlfriend, im sticking to europe. american women are just... i duno how i should put it so that i dont offend them. damned. european girls ftw \m/.

bye.

2010-07-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

Hey.

Samantha tagged me in this 15people shit. im supposed to tag 15 other people and then use them to answer the questions. im still doing it, and im still gonna tag 15 people, but they probably wont be doing the quiz. my blog is a wasteland devoid of visitors anyways ;_;.

oh well. here goes:

1. Wei Shan
2. Ru Jing
3. Chang Lin
4. Nicole
5. Hwee Fen
6. Huiho
7. Jeremy
8. Mark Yap
9. Isaac
10. Gary
11. Ryan
12. Qihong
13. Jaichyi
14. Sally
15. Choon Hui

1. How did you meet 1?
Ans: Secondary school classmates. \m/.

2. What would you do if you never met 8?
Ans: Ill probably have one less awesome friend to talk about manga with ;_;.

3. Would you date 2?
Ans: my orientation is straight you dumfuk >=(.

4. Have you ever seen 11?
Ans: He's my classmate. So what do you think? use some common sense bitch.

5. Would 3 and 13 make a good couple?
Ans: I duno. I think 13 likes someone else already.

6. Do you like 2?
Ans: He's like, one of my best friends. DUH.

7. Do you think 6 is attractive?
Ans: I guess. I'd like to think everyone is attractive in some way. Just some more, some less. =D.

8. When was the last time you talked to 14?
Ans: Yesterday.

9. Would you ever date 7?
Ans: I said im straight you dumfuk >=(.

10. Where does 15 live?
Ans: Bukit Batok.

11. What is the best thing about 8?
Ans: He talks manga and we have fun talking about it =D.

12. What would you like to tell 13 right now?
Ans: "LIEK A SUMBODEEEE WHY YOU DONT WANT TO GO TGX TODAI YU VELI CHIP".

13. What is the best thing about 12?
Ans: Great company to have =D.

14. Have you ever kissed 12?
Ans: Never kissed anyone in my life, and i won't kiss guys. ew.

15. What's the best memory you have with 14?
Ans: In class, pwning her with the fact that she got stuck with a B3 with express mother tongue. and she takes HMT with me. LOL.

16. Who is 10's best friend?
Ans: Some girl. Forgot her name. They seriously look real close. envy them hahas.

17. What was your first impression of 4?
Ans: "ooo. first person to talk to me at induction. and she noticed my Leon =D!"

18. Is 1 your best friend?
Ans: One of my best =D.

19. Have you seen 5 in the last month?
Ans: Yeah. Shes my neighbour of some sorts. We walk home together sometimes.

20. When was the last time you saw 11?
Ans: Friday. In class.

21. Have you been to 13's house?
Ans: Outside his house, waiting for him to grab some stuff before we go to another person's house for sleepover.

22. When's the next time you'll see 9?
Ans: Monday in class. HES MY CLASSMATE DUMFUK.

23. Are you really close to 6?
Ans: I'd like to think we are closer than what msn can make. The conversations are really enjoyable =D.

24. Would you give 3 a hug?
Ans: Duno. I guess I will, since shes a friend.

25. Do you know a secret about 5?
Ans: I duno. I guess not.

26. Describe the relationship between 14 and 4?
Ans: Strangers.

27. What's your friendship like with 7?
Ans: Classmate + Friend =D.

28. Have you ever danced with 12?
Ans: Nope. And he's a guy, so I probably be doing so.

29. How do you know 2?
Ans: Secondary 1. Same class together ever since. TILL HE PANGTZE-ED US ;_;.

30. Does 8 have a bf/gf?
Ans: I remember him saying no.

31. Have you ever wanted to smack 6 in the face?
Ans: Nah. She's nice.

32. Has 13 met your mother?
Ans: Nope.

33. Have you travelled anywhere with 10?
Ans: Botanic Gardens. LOL.

34. If you gave 7 $100, what would they spend it on?
Ans: .

35. What's your best memory of 2?
Ans: Everyday =D. He rocks \m/.

36. What is the last thing you did with number 15?
Ans: Pat her on the shoulder to say hi while queuing up to buy prata lol.

37. When did u meet 6?
Ans: 2 years ago. She asked me out to watch twilight with her lols.

there. all done. i shall go back to watching Ghost in the Shell - Stand Alone Complex: Solid State Society again. that movie rocks. the anime series rock too.

oh and ive also downloaded aperture 3 for the sake of downloading it.

bye.

2010-07-10T11:55:00.002+08:00

hey.

i know i know. blog died again. after so godamn much of activity during june (1 post a day at least that month lol).

at least im back, for now. =D.

many things happened these few days. too much to write out one by one. so im just gonna summarise the shit here.

oh and my usage of vulgarities are toned down already. non-holidays just dont feel as swear-able.

summary starts here:

1. went to cosfest! not bad. lots of nice stuff. the singapore wind symphony played some nice pieces on stage too. especially the cramelldansen and one winged angel. epic. rating is at 9+. after deducting all the crossdressing disasters. one fag crossdressed as rei ayanami. with wings. and hes fat. shit.

2. almost died because of lack of cash. stupid np had to come and deduct school fees along with my laptop installment. didnt even have money to take a bus or buy bread. worse shit ever. at least im doing alright now. a wee little bit. haiz.

3. made my first flash game! coded everything from scratch. its a ball catching game where you gotta click a bouncing ball as many times as possible. each time you click on the ball, it will teleport to a random location on the screen and increase its speed. theres even a time limit. =D. im gonna make a scrolling shooter next with flash too. hope it turns out fine too =D.

4. jeremy passed me FF7AC Complete full quality! ripped from a bluray disk =D. its 7gb big but well worth the space. looks godamn clear on my macbook's HHD screen =D. thanks jeremy!

5. visited digipen singapore campus. not bad. their works look damn sleek and well done. might consider going there, if the tour guide didnt skip the programming section of the school during the tour with the excuse that "since you are all from the animation course let's not stay at the programming room for long". >=(. without programming there wont even be maya and 3dsmax to begin with you dumfuk _|_.

i guess thats all for now. im still suffering from abit of a block on my rpg's storyline. at least its getting more unblocked after yesterday's visit. learnt quite abit about a game's production pipeline. hahas.

oh and i realised that this blog post doesnt include super big words either.

and im not gonna trick myself into putting big words just to prove the point.

bye.

2010-07-03T09:35:00.002+08:00

hey.

school started on monday. not bad. dph field trip was pretty fun, minus the heavy dumfuk equipment i had to carry around. i guess its a good week.

and im going to cosfest later =D! gonna stalk sailor uniforms jkjk. but ill still take billions of photos.

thats all for this morning i guess. probably will blog about cosfest after its finished tomorrow, if im motivated. hahas.

btw, bridget wants me to advertise hers and lynn's collab blog.

click here to see the dickfaces tumblr page (they made their blog with tumblr).

im done, and gone. bye.

Numb

2010-06-28T00:56:00.004+08:00

its 1am in the morning. and im blogging. lol.

why? cuz im doing another quiz.

surprisingly, this time im really tagged. now i gotta give a fuck. either way nothing bad happens, but ill just give face to the people who tagged me. =D.

so... here i go (btw im using english songs. cuz most people can only understand english songs o.o):

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Little of Your Time - Maroon 5

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Blind - Lifehouse (LOL I CANT SEE SHIT TODAY)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Over You - Chris Daughtry (so i live to get over failed love o.o)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy (we are going down swingin' =D)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects (lols so YOU know im keeping secrets. >=D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Bad Day - Daniel Powter (true. sucks dealing with crap they throw at me ;_;)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Good Day - The Click Five (HA. This proves that im OPTIMISTIC. >=D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Perfect - Simple Plan (yeah im sorry im not as good as my best friend think D=)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Far Away - Nickelback (HELL YEAH. get out of this hell hole and live in JAPAN =D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Don't Love You No More - David Craig (hey no! shit. ;_;)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Viva La Vida - Coldplay (they think st. peter wont call my name lol)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance (lol. that's...)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5 (IM A GUY YOU DUMFUK >=(. ;_;)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
When Your Gone - Avril Lavigne (lol i like to see people go)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Innocence - Avril Lavigne (some of my friends are. MOST are not =D.)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Dance Floor Anthem - Good Charlotte (yeah. worse is when i dont wanna be in love.)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional (ooo.)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Terrified - Katharine McPhee (i regret being scared o.o)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Where'd You Go - Fort Minor

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift (lol i cry cuz you belong with me. tears of joy =D.)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Mockingbird - Eminem (fuck. emo song. is it a premonition of a cursed love life? ;_;)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Perfect World - Simple Plan (im scared of this world cuz its perfect D=.)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Catch Your Wave - The Click Five

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
100 Words - Jade from Sweetbox (maybe it means to prevent myself from learning how to cuss lol)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
In The End - Linkin Park (LOL. im scared of the end. the end is death o.o?)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Numb - Linkin Park (yeah. the constant music changing is making me numb. cuz its english songs. lol.)

phew. glad that was done. was never a great fan of english songs. alot of them talk about emo shit. especially good charlotte >=(. would spam jpop and jrock all day instead of english songs anytime anywhere anyhow =D.

oh wait. i already spam those all day. sorry.

oh and the post title is really called Numb. but you all probably wont see it. i think my blogskin doesnt show titles. haha.

alright im gone.

oh and i just realised that this is one of the few posts that doesnt have words THIS BIG.

and ive also just realised that i did exactly that to prove my point. now this post have words that big. lol.

bye.

2010-06-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

im not gonna blog about how i had to survive on 24 bucks for the second week of my holidays.

CUZ THAT SERIOUSLY SUCKED.

and im still lazy to summarise my holiday here.

oh and i realised that i have sunk so low, that i am drawing restaurant city dishes for my 10 sketches. mainly the drinks, but im still sketching them. i did the coco colada just now. gonna spam rc crap for the rest. haha.

the 4 panel comic is done too. but it looks like shit. gonna say its one of my sketches. so that i have lesser rc stuff to sketch. =D.

thats all. school reopens tomorrow. asked hweefen to come to my house in the morning to teach me how to tie my hair. im experimenting on a new hairstyle =D. i still gotta go to school despite my hair problems though. at least its programming tomorrow =D.

bye.

2010-06-25T13:11:00.004+08:00

i know i know. everyone is sick of me posting shit.

but i cant help it. ive gotta rant about what happened just now, or ill probably regret it. cuz its...

ARGH.

here's what happened:

i was supposed to go to school to finish up my IS project with my teammates. went out at 11 cuz we agreed to meet up at 12. guowen smsed me the minute i stepped out of my house. told me to meet them at 1pm instead. oh well.

so i decided to waste some time and a little bit of money by taking the bus to school. regretted it after that. cuz...

THE FREAKING BUS DIDNT COME AND I WAITED TILL 12.45. WTF.

my time was literally wasted. haiz. at least the cash wasnt wasted. its still in my pocket =D.

the entire one and a half hours i spent at the bus stop waiting for the bus to come, which eventually didnt, was pretty uneventful. i listened to songs on my ipod and looked around the bus stop. ikr. its like, so godamn lol. i spotted a pretty good looking girl wearing black though. hahas. her dress was hugging her figure in a very nice way. i know its rude to stare, but im a guy too. i need eye candy once in awhile =D.

after the girl got onto her bus, i continued to look around. then something happened that made the wait not as uneventful as it was.

i saw a smrt bus knock into a smrt taxi. there was a loud BANG, and like what typical singaporean do, everyone turned around to look at what happened. kpo spirit lols.

the bus driver got off the bus and went to have a talk with the taxi driver. i dont really care what they tell each other though. im not involved in the shit. hahas. but i find the fact that both vehicles belong to smrt funny though. now we know the transport company is expecting impending doom. internal strife among its employees.

the civil defense came after awhile. didnt really care what the heck happened after that, mainly because i got pissed off of the wait and walked to school instead. hahas.

thats all, i guess.

oh, and im tempted to draw a comic strip of the incident. 4 panels. i have ideas in my head already. lol.

bye.

2010-06-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

im not telling everyone that im doing quizzes again that are only supposed to be done only when you get tagged cuz I DONT GIVE A FUCK.

oh wait. i said it already. ;_;.

oh well. found another quiz to do cuz im bored. read conditions of the quiz above to prove that you are not a lazy dumfuk bitch. tyvm.

the name of the quiz is called 100 truths. apparently we gotta answer 100 questions.

and i present the 100 questions to you along with my answers here:

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: iced lemon tea.

2. Last phone call: with mom. she told me to take care of my sick bro. HFM disease.

3. Last text message : with guowen. "ok. can. see you tomorrow!" IS project last phase tomorrow. argh.

4. Last song you listened to: lots of nice jap stuff from L'Arc-en-ciel, Stereopony, YUI, KOTOKO, School Food Punishment, Utada Hikaru and Asian Kung-fu Generation.

5. Last time you cried: during the posts before my oldest blog post.

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: that freaking AI. i bet he used gameshark. thats why i got pwned 25 times. jk. i guess ive never been through that, yet.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope. apparently i haven kissed my entire life. minus my childhood, which have become a little fuzzy.

9. Lost someone special: my pet dogs. some neighbour kicked the momma dog down the stairs and she accidentally squashed the puppies. >=(.

10. Been depressed : before the oldest blog post. thats why i deleted everything before that date.

11. Been drunk and threw up: i said i hate alcohol you dumfuk >=(

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. navy blue
13. dark brown
14. black (i know i know. by this one you've already come to the conclusion that im an emo gheyfag. thanks.)

THIS YEAR [2010] HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: dont put this as singular pls. 1m04 proves that point =D.

16. Fallen out of love: all the time, i guess.

17. Laughed until you cried: yeah. that was fun. =D.

18. Met someone who changed you: lots of them. some good, some bad. too many to name.

19. Found out who your true friends were: id like to think everyone is true and real =D.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yup.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: i said ive never kissed before you dumfuk.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: around 150+ i guess. most dont know me though.

23. How many kids do you want to have: 1~3. dont mind if my wife wants 10 =D.

24. Do you have any pets: YOU DUMFUK STOP REMINDING ME OF THE DOG AND THE PUPPIES ;_;

25. Do you want to change your name: my mom changed it to the current one. i want to change it back to the old one. >=(.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing. i dont celebrate birthdays most of my lifetime.

27. What time did you wake up today: 7.30. i forgot to switch off my alarm. lol.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: rereading the godamned fanfic that i so loved for the 4th time wtf.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: monday. cuz i get to see 1m04 again. like the entire class together. =D.

30. Last time you saw your mum: half an hour ago. you nosy piece of dumfuk.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: financial status and family's control over me. oh wait, thats 2 things. sorry.

32. What are you listening to right now: After Laughter - School Food Punishment. They rock. honestly.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : nope, sorry.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: writer's block. cant continue writing my storyline revision tsk. ;_;.

35. Most visited webpage: onemanga, animeseason, fanfic.net, youtube, facebook.

36. What's your real name: my current one is Yiu Zhen Ging. I hate my current name. my previous name rock \m/.

37. Nicknames : housefly (cuz my name in english sounds like hosuefly in chinese), Lizardman (cuz of Leon. now hes still in rehab ;_;).

38. Relationship Status: single. sometimes i feel lonely though.

39. Zodiac sign: leo.

40. Male or female?: im male. looking for love with females. lusts for hot females. accepts friends who are but wont become a homo himself.

41. Elementary: Bukit Batok Primary. Then it moved and changed its name to Bukit Timah Primary. the school sucked all the way though. minus the friends.

42. Middle School: Bukit View Secondary. We call it Budget View cuz blackouts happen 3 times a day due to renovation.

43. High school/college?: Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

44. Hair colour: black. i wished mine was navy blue + black mix though.

46. Height: 173cm. quite short for a guy, actually. >=(.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: dont know. you nosey dumfuk. and i really dont know. i have mixed emotions about certain people ;_;.

48: What do you like about yourself?: im crazy and i cuss once every 3 words spoken. =D.

49. Piercings: none. wouldnt mind getting one one the ear thats supposed to be for earrings of non-ghey origins. if you drag me to get pierced. the pain ;_;.

50. Tattoos: nope. wont ever get it either. i hate those satanic shit on bodies. and theres no undo button for it thats not as painful as the doing >=(.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: none. im lucky to be healthy. =D.

53. First piercing: when your grandmother resurrects herself with a match stick. or when my friends decide to drag me to get one. and pays for it. =D.

54. First best friend: Daniel Ng. used to be my neighbour. he moved ;_;.

55. First sport you joined: basketball. sucked at it. the coach even ran away for further studies. im sorry im a disappointment in sports ;_;.

56. First vacation: none. i dont know how to enjoy life. LIVE WITH IT.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing. wished i am eating something though. but theres nothing to eat right now.

60. Drinking: saliva.

61. I'm about to: answer the next question on this quiz.

62. Listening to: No. 9 by Asian Kung-fu Generation. Before that was Jiyu no Shotai by L'Arc-en-ciel. it isnt anymore cuz i changed it 3 seconds before i answered this you dumfuk.

63. Waiting on: getting my writer's block to go away.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: dont mind.

65. Get Married?: hope so.

66. Career?: definitely getting one.

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: both together. =D.

69. Shorter or taller: i cant grow anymore. puberty's finished. D=.

70. Older or Younger: older if i need to pass a age limit. but i dont wanna be younger most of the time.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both. =D.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: hope i get both =D.

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive. i dont like cheena loudness.

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationships. i go for lasting love. not casual sex.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker. i dont think through shit most of the time.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: I SAID I HAVEN KISSED BEFORE YOU DUMFUK.

77. Drank hard liquor: AND I SAID I HATE ALCOHOL TOO. >=(

78. Lost glasses/contacts: a few times. cuz i just woke up and im blur.

79. Sex on first date: hopefully not.

80. Broken someone's heart: yeah. hated myself for that ;_;.

82. Been arrested: nope. they wont ever get me either. >=D.

83. Turned someone down: nah. its always the other way round ;_;.

84. Cried when someone died: i guess i cried when my family of pet dogs died. GODAMNIT YOU MADE ME REMEMBER IT AGAIN YOU DUMFUK ;_;.

85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah. ikr. so close yet so far ;_;.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: only my beliefs and morals. my self confidence aint very high though. ;_;.

87. Miracles: happened for my maths. i guess i do believe after that.

88. Love at first sight: thats called sex drive. but i cant deny love includes a little of first sighting.

89. Heaven: when i get there and see it for myself

90. Santa Claus: until i found those toys R' us price tags.

91. Kiss on the first date: never had a first date before. sorry.

92. Angels: probably my future girlfriend, who will become my wife. hopefully. =D.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: i was never a boyfriend anytime during my life to begin with you dumfuk.

95. Did you sing today?: in the bathroom. now you seriously think im a gheyfag. thanks. and sorry to disappoint.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: i used cheat codes before though =D. didnt and wont ever cheat on a girl in real life.

97. If you could go back in time: correct all the wrong shit i did. ;_;.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it?: one of those slackatthecarparkrooftop days.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: guess so. more of me ruining the entire relationship.

100. Posting this as 100 truths: cuz im bored. and i dont give a fuck.

and they are here on my blog when they are not supposed to cuz im bored. and I DONT GIVE A FUCK.

oh well. i did it again. shit.

bye.

2010-06-23T18:48:00.005+08:00

tell you what.

i look like a gheyfag now. godamnit. i look sleep deprived and my hair is godamn long.

i guess im just lazy. oh well.

oh and because im like, godamn bored right now, im gonna freak all of you out with my current looks. >=D.

that evil emote is beginning to look more and more like a fish with each day. tsk.

and im reading this godamn nice fanfic for the 4th time. i duno why im so attracted to its story. details i might fill in next time about it. if i feel like it.

and im also really tempted to try to make a webcomic myself using another blogspot. except that i dont know what topic i should do, and i know my drawings suck like dickfaces.

alright im gone.

and forgive me for not shaving. im lazy now. probably will get fat soon if i keep this up.

oh wait. that could be a good thing. cuz im thin like third world people.

and i realised that im blogging once a day cuz im godamn bored. note the random fucks of the posts these are.

bye.

2010-06-22T15:03:00.005+08:00

hey.

tell you what. im procrastinating again. and i found another weird quiz over fb that im not supposed to do unless im tagged. but like always,

I DONT GIVE A FUCK.

so here it is. its supposed to be titled "my kind of girl" if you are doing as a guy and vice versa. i wonder what you gotta put if you are a homo =P.

the quiz starts... NOW:

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
not FAT. other than that i guess its fine. screw enzo for making me discriminate fatties.

2. Smart?
Hope so. But should be dumb in a cute and beautiful way in front of me =D.

3. Preferred age?
-5 or +3 of my age is ok. im not a pedo or whateveryoucalltheguyswhodatesoldhags.

4. Preferred height?
dont exactly mind... but hopefully shorter than me =D.

5. How about sense of humor?
LIFE IS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT HUMOUR, SARCASM AND SADISM. >=D.

6. How about piercings?
Just ears. at most 3 on each side. nothing else. tit rings are taboo.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
yeah. a total must. my personality constantly requires acceptance. ;_;

8. Pink hair?
YES. ok thats a fantasy. any colour is fine.

9. Mushy or no mushy?
At the right times.

10. Thin or fat?
not too thin, chubby is ok. and FAT is taboo. .

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
any colour is ok. no purples though.

12. Long hair or short hair?
I prefer shoulder length hair that doesnt need to be tied up. the flowy-ness is absolutely beautiful =D. but i dont exactly mind what kind of hair she wants.

13. Plastic or metal?
er... just flesh?

14. Smells good?
especially the hair =D.

15. Smokes?
EW FUCK NO.

16. Drinker?
i said i hate alcohol.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
duno.

18. Muscular?
EW. macho females are WTF?!?!

19. Plays piano?
hopefully. =D.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
not really. but still nice =D.

21. Plays violin?
seriously hope so. violin ftw \m/.

22. Sings very good?
that would be nice.

23. Vain?
girls should be a little vain sometimes to pamper themselves. but not too much. cuz it gets annoying. too much of a good thing is bad right? =D.

24. With glasses?
no problems.

25. With braces?
why ask? its gonna come off eventually. unless it melted on your teeth. either way there isnt a point in minding it.

26. Shy type?
that would be cute. but try not to be too shy.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
just be crazy like me =D.

28. Active or passive?
depends on the situation.

29. Tight or bomb?
horny talk: TIGHT >=D. non-horny talk: er... i duno how to answer this?

30. Singer or dancer?
more of a singer.

31. Stunner?
surprises are welcome =D.

32. Hiphop?
if she likes it.

33. Earrings?
i talked about this at the piercings question. dont be a lazy dumfuk and go back up for it. >=(.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
as long im the forever one =D.

35. Dimples?
dont mind. looks cute =D.

36. Bookworm?
thats a plus for girls you know. reading is nice. reading together is nicenice. =D.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
dont mind. its romantic. =D.

38. Playful?
horny talk: extreme playfulness expected in you-know-where >=D.
non-horny talk: well, its cute =D.

39. Flirt?
only with me >=D.

40. Poem writer?
dont mind. romantic too =D.

41. Serious?
about me, and the stuff thats supposed to be serious about.

42. Campus crush?
i dont care where i find her. if i love her then its enough =D.

43. Painter?
dont mind. tons of savings on renovation =D.

44. Religious?
definitely no satanism or scientology. other than that i guess its ok.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
not too much. teasing me for fun is ok. as long as i get to tease back >=D.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
not too much. =D.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
just make sure i can understand.

48. Loyal or faithful?
more of faithful. loyal sounded more like slavery >=(.

49. good kisser
thats a plus =D. tongue? =P

50. loves children?
i guess its alright.

ok. im done. i should go back to finding inspiration for my game's storyline. reading tons of fanfics now to motivate myself. all the good fanfics are at least rated T, mostly on M. haiz. and most of the time it has good ratings cuz it contains tons of lemon fuck. urgh. storyline matters more people. not graphic sex with tifa. tyvm.

ok im gone. bye.

2010-06-21T16:05:00.002+08:00

hey.

i am currently trying to work on my revision of my game's game storyline. and i have realised something:

I KEPT GETTING A BLOCK CUZ THE STORYLINE IDEAS I HAVE RIGHT NOW ARE HARD TO BE LINKED TOGETHER.

so, i have decided to scrap the progress i had 1 week ago, when i had my first block, and rewrite. haiz. so much to redo.

aside from my personal game project, ive also have my IS project (which is almost done) and 10 sketches (which are completely untouched). haiz. 1 week left, so many things to do. haiz.

and im supposed to have planned to go out with rebecca to hang out D=. now its scrapped too...

oh well. no use complaining and procrastinating. i better go back to working on the storyline revision. or it will never get done. and i plan to see this game through to the very end. cuz i have enthusiastic support from chang lin, jeremy and mark =D.

wish me luck.

oh btw i dled stereopony and l'arc-en-ciel songs. they rock \m/.

bye.

2010-06-13T21:42:00.003+08:00

oh yeah. one more thing.

IM SUPPOSED TO CAMWHORE NEW STUFF THAT I HAVE LIKE A FREAKING GHEYFAG.

so here it is...

MY NEW NOKIA 5230 =D!

ok. thats all. for real. bye.

2010-06-13T19:31:00.004+08:00

hey.

today i went to...

STREET FEST!

its at plaza singapura. nicole and changlin said they were going so i decided to go there with ryan, mark and samantha.

got there early and ate pepper lunch. i realised that pepper lunch only tastes good if you add cheese and egg. otherwise it SUCKS.

after lunch we went around taking photos of the cosplayers. some were damn nice. some were lol. one guy cosplayed L but he was freaking damn fat. i guess his L stands for [L]oser ba. hahas. no offense man. but choose your character properly before cosplaying. tyvm.

found nicole with her cosplay friends. took a very lol photo of her. then after that went around and took photos of a guy cosplaying firefox, and a guy that was a digimon/stitch crossbreed cuz he swapped costume parts hahaha. then i saw this girl cosplaying Yui from K-ON!. she was freaking cute. wasnt able to take my eyes off her for awhile. i know i sound like a freaking stalker. but shes just so freaking cute tsk.

haiz. calm down, cy. calm down. do not go down to that level now. its bad. its REALLY bad.

ok. calmed down.

after we took some photos we went to funan cuz ryan wants to buy red dead redemption but he wasnt of age yet. so i bought it for him with his money and my ic. he was like so damn happy that he got it la hahaha. after that mark went home and i went back to plaza sg with ryan cuz he wants to ride bus 700 back home. he said "i need to ride 七百" lol. sounds like cb sia. hahahaha. k nvm shall not go on from there.

met up with nicole again after ryan left. supposed to go for dinner, but chang lin said shes going with her own group of friends, so it was called off. so i went home.

that typically summarises it all ba. photos speak louder than words for events like this. so here are the nicer photos i chose:

Argh. the godamn kawaii Yui ><.

Nicole's unglam pic hahahahahaha

Mozilla Firefox LOL.

POLICE WOMAN!!!

Neko + Kimono = ftw \m/

i know you all totally love the yui now right. shes so freaking cute ><. ok. i shall not step back to that stalk-y area again tsk.

bye.

2010-06-12T00:02:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAY OFFICIALLY STARTS TODAY =D

gonna start doing all the shit i planned on doing man hahaha. btw today went to nicole's house to PLAY. it was super fun hahahahahahaha!

k. here's briefly what happened:

after dph portfolio class, we took cab to nicole's house (taking mrt then bus then walking into the estate is HELL). took separate cabs there cuz we had too many people.

after reaching nicole's house, we enjoyed the aircon a little while nicole showed some of us around her house (some of us went over to study before that alr). after that we decided to play band hero on her Wii.

it was freaking fun >=D. jeremy was freaking godly at the guitar la. he guitar-ed most of the games before he had to leave for some place. i did the vocals hahaha. originally i just wanted to shatter nicole's house windows, but for some reason i actually pwned the vocals. everyone started saying "chenying use gameshark ar."hahahahaha. after that played mariokart. it was super funny. i was almost able to get pass the finishing line in front of ryan, but he caught up at the VERY LAST MINUTE. super hilarious. then the girls played the game too and they were like shrieking and shouting at it.

stay over for dinner too, and nicole ordered pizza. its shared cost among everyone though, but we dont mind. after that we continued to keep playing band hero. i switched on my macbook and plugged one of nicole's Wii mics to my macbook (apparently its logitec so macbooks can use it) to play karaoke party. our ratings on it were almost TONE DEATH most of the time hahahaha. damn fun. nicole took videos of us singing for band hero and karaoke party. took many photos too. will upload once i get them =D.

after that nicole's mom came home so we realised it was really really late. went home after that. i was telling nicole and her sister:

"FACE IT. ITS SLEEP OVER >=D."

cuz it was so fun at her house that most of us didnt feel like going home hahahaha. but if we really did that then we are imposing on her and her family like gheyfags. and we are NOT gheyfags. so we went home.

alright. thats most of it for today. sunday's streetfest at plaza singapura. changlin and nicole's gonna participate. most probably gonna go see them along with the class =D.

thats alll. bye.

oh and i got my new handphone. i can throw my old cheena gangsta dragon phone away =D.

k. bye. really.

2010-06-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

hi.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

COMMON TESTS STARTS TOMORROW OMFG.

bye.

2010-06-04T22:30:00.011+08:00

i am freaking bored right now. and i saw a questionnaire thingy on one of chang lin's fb links to a wordpress page. i think its her word press blog.

technically, these questionnaires are not supposed to be done unless someone tagged you or forced you to do it. but...

I DONT GIVE A FUCK CUZ IM BORED.

and so i did it for myself. it has sections that cater to every alphabet for english. here are my results:

A
Available: yup. liking it but it gets a little lonely sometimes…  
Age: ALMOST 18. means i still gotta wait to lawfully watch HARDCORE GORE. ;_;  
Annoyance: if you delete my saved games, or trample my hopes and dreams, you are gonna be so so screwed.
Allergic: nah. 
Animal: in order of preference: PENGUINS =D, cats, dogs and POKEMON. lol.  
Actor: im very laggy in entertainment, so i don't like any actors. i have an average ability in acting though.

B
Beer: almost there to be able to drink it in a legit way, but I HATE ALCOHOL. period.  
Birthday/Birthplace: 31 July (yeah yeah i share birthdays with jk rowelling and harry potter. LIVE WITH IT.). born in taiwan (i miss lots of the stuff there sometimes…).  
Best Friends: i love all of my friends, but i think ru jing's still at the top of the list ba. hahas.  
Body Part on opposite sex: eyes. 
Blind or Deaf: i hope none of those happen…  
Best weather: autumn weather. a little drizzle doesn't hurt, but if theres no rain all its best.  
Been in Love: got chased out even before i got in…  
Been bitched out?: duno.  
Been on stage?: does being understudy and almost replacing a cast during SYF drama count?  
Believe in yourself?: guess so. i strongly believe in my beliefs. but in terms of self confidence i guess thats a different story…  
Believe in life on other planets: hell yes. and i believe them to be peaceful and cute and look like pet society people =D. pokemon are accepted too.  
Believe in Magic: i wish they were real though.  
Believe in God: I AM GOD. jkjk. i believe that theres bound to be someone up there watching over us, but we probably wont know how they look like till we see them in the afterlife.  
Believe in Satan: hell no! pun unintended.  
Believe in Santa: used to. then i found the toys r' us price tags.  
Believe in Ghosts/spirits: seen them when i was young, so why not?  
Believe in Evolution: yeah.

C
Car: mazda stuff (rotary engines are imba). but im not really into cars in rl though. game driving is fun =D.  
Candy: as long as its chewy or chocolatey. hard ones are a nono.  
Color: NAVY BLUE =D  
Cried in school: believe it or not, yes, and its long ago. i know you think im a gheyfag now. thanks.  
Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate pwns vanilla anytime. just don't be too sweet or too bitter.  
Chinese/Mexican: chinese. asians ftw \m/.  
Cake or pie: cake =D.  
Countries to visit: Japan, Germany, France and Australia (see ru jing =D).

D
Day or Night: im more of a night person lols. nocturnal =D.  
Dream vehicle: cloud's fenrir >=D.  
Danced: chicken dance? now you think im really a gheyfag. thanks. seriously.  
Dance in the rain?: nope. ran in a super heavy downpour i did though.  
Dance in the middle of the street?: depends.  
Do the splits?: my balls cant stand the pain D=.

E
Eggs: as long as it tastes good.  
Eyes: duno. black? brown?  
Everyone is: living with caution so that they make it safely to death >=D.  
Ever failed a class?: every single spawn of maths, minus science and programming. =D.

F
First crush: In Primary 4  
Full name: Yiu Zhen Ging. used to be called Yiu Cheng Ying and i loved what it used to be.  
First thoughts waking up: brand new day, brand new experiences =D. but my head hurts from not sleeping properly ;_;  
Food: sweet stuff. salty + spicy must be in moderation.

G
Greatest Fear: walking through life alone?  
Giver or taker: i duno. used to take more, i guess im trying to give more instead now.  
Goals: live a content life surrounded by people i love =D.  
Gum: chewy, but i hate the fact that you cant swallow them D=.  
Get along with your parents?: not really.  
Good luck charms: my armpit. jkjk. nothing in particular.

H
Hair Colour: Black. hope it was dark blue or smth though.  
Height: 173cm?  
Happy: most of the time.  
Holidays: love them, but i feel like im rotting if i don't do anything during the duration.  
How do you want to die: not lonely.  
Health freak?: not really. i just make sure i don't get diabetes and lung cancer by 21.

I (In guys/girls)
Eye colour: as long as they draw me deep into their gaze in a beautiful and loving way =D.  
Hair Colour: brown/black. i wish they were pink though (lacus clyne lol).   i prefer girls with hair length that doesnt need to be tied. BUT. no super-short hair >=(.
Height: don't really care. but chibi girls are =D.  
Clothing Style: formal casual. elegance, beauty and cuteness is key =D.  
Characteristics: accepts me for who i am and loves me deeply. thats all. just make sure you don't scratch your armpit in front of me. behind is ok though =D.  
Ice Cream: on cakes, then yes. not much of a fan of just ice cream alone.  
Instrument: violins or pianos are nice.

J
Jewelry: none.  
Job: game programmer, animator, violinist.

K
Kids: 1 to 2. if my wife wants 99 i don't mind either (lots of bed action if she wants this much >=D).  
Kickboxing or karate: magic + swordsmanship >=D. fist action aint very attractive to me.  
Keep a journal?: er. this is a blog? obvious?

L
Longest Car Ride: 4 hours. from cck to geylang and back home, cuz i overslept. and its on a bus.  
Love: is beautiful.  
Letter: received many from organizations. never got any or sent any to friends though. its electronic now >=D.  
Laughed so hard you cried: lots of times =D.  
Love at first sight: thats called sex drive.

M
Milk flavour: strawberry. other than that and ill have a date with the potty.  
Movie: FFVII AC. many others, so i don't feel like listing.  
Mooned anyone?: im laggy so i don't understand what this means. sorry.  
Marriage: hopefully.  
Motion sickness?: rarely.  
McD’s or BK: BK. mac never feeds me to a full stomach.

N
Number of Siblings: 2  
Number of Piercings: zero.  
Number: 7

O
Overused Phrases: liek a sumbodeeeeee, your mother!, fuck!, fail!, win!. 
One wish: not die lonely?  
One phobia: swimming.

P
Place you’d like to live: Japan =D.  
Pepsi/Coke: not very keen.

Q
Quail: if you feed it to me during steamboat sessions =D.  
Questionnaires: when im bored.

R
Reason to cry: laughed too hard or total emotional breakdown due to crushing of hopes and dreams.  
Reality T.V.: my own life.  
Radio Station: pokegear? hahahaha jkjk. i don't listen to radio lol. symphony sometimes though.  
Roll your tongue in a circle?: not flexible enough.

S
Song: sea-through communication by school food punishment =D.  
Shoe size: i don't really bother. only when im trying out new shoes then ill check.  
Sushi: just don't give me raw fish for toppings.  
Skipped school: nope.  
Slept outside: tent-ed once, during cca camps sometimes too.  
Seen a dead body?: does a dead monkey with its intestines all spilled out count?  
Smoked?: sucked on my dad's exhaled cigarette fumes.  
Skinny dipped?: nope. would like to see hot chicks do that though >=D.  
Shower daily?: im not from the amazon. so what you think?  
Sing well?: ew. fuck no.  
In the shower?: sometimes.  
Swear?: once every three words that comes out from my mouth.  
Stuffed Animals?: my pet Leon is under rehab and surgery cuz it lost an eye… HE SHALL BE BACK SOON >=D.  
Single/Group dates: prefer single. group dates are like mass bisexual orgy.  
Strawberries/Blueberries: blueberries.  
Scientists need to invent: pokeballs.

T
Time for bed: when i feel like it.  
Thunderstorms: as long as im not struck.  
Touch your tongue to your nose?: nah.

U
Unpredictable: everything.  
Under the influence?: of my imagination.  
Understanding?: most of the time. i try not to be cuz i like being a complete annoyance to people >=D.

V
Vegetable you hate: not much.  
Vegetable you love: potatoes, broccoli, capsicums.  
Vacation spot: my own fictional world where i get to be with the one i love and spent the rest of life in bliss and wake up in each others arms and watch the sunset together… oh wait. they wont happen. fuck.

W
Weakness: complete lack of self confidence and extreme vulnerability to criticisms.  
When you grow up: live a content life. create games/animation that will captivate the hearts of people. the rest ill think about it when the time comes.  
Which one of your friends acts the most like you: kami-sama >=D. 
Who makes you laugh the most: the ownagepranks guy, people on omegle and the people i love.  
Worst feeling: not being accepted for anything at all.  
Wanted to be a model?: for candid photos =D.  
Where do we go when we die: up my ass, turn right. =D. jkjk. to my dream world where i get to be with the one i love and spent the rest of life in bliss and wake up in each others arms and watch the sunset together… you know those.  
Worst weather: heat wave.  
Walk with a book on your head?: if im bored i might try learning how to do it.

X
X-Rays: not yet. hope i don't get any shit that requires me to do one.

Y
Year it is now: 2010  
Yellow: as long as its not disgusting.

Z
Zoo animal: PENGUINS =D.  
Zodiac sign: Leo. and proud of it. >=D.

nice right. hahaha. feel free to try if you want. if not then dont bother.
btw cheer up, emo kid is a very nice web comic. try if =D.
bye.

2010-06-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

hey.

tell you what. next week is...

COMMON TEST WEEK D=.

they are gonna test us on programming, drawing, photography, design and FUNDAMENTALS OF CREATIVE PROFESSIONALS.

seriously man. i dont see any point in having a FCP test. wth did they teach us? write a proposal, write a report. thats it! whats there to test about? >=(.

and i have this very bad feeling that ill flunk drawing test. 3 hours to finish 1 A2 drawing. i know i like drawing la. but i suck totally at it. haiz. at least i know ill probably ace programming test cuz i like drawing and i like programming even more >=D. i got most of what oran taught us at the back of my head alr hehe.

ill probably only get average grades for photography and design test ba. wasnt serious about them haiz. all i wish now is that next week will just come and go like the wind. then we can go for our 2 week break =D.

alright. no more posting. im procrastinating my book review for fcp that is due tomorrow. better get it done D=.

bye.

2010-05-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

yoz.

im blogging again today mainly because...

NICOLE SOLD ME HER IPOD NANO AT 50 BUCKS >=D.

w00ts! its the previous gen's 8gb nano, but its still completely functional. actually wanted to buy for 100 bucks, but nicole is generous and said to sell it to me at 50 =D.

so now i have an mp3 player =D!

below is a photobooth-ed pic of it (looks like i like to camwhore like a gheyfag for stuff that i just bought eh lols):

ok. thats all for today.

bye.

2010-05-23T00:46:00.005+08:00

hey.

major event happened today. it is....

MR TAN HUONG'S FAREWELL CHALET!!!

hes leaving for melbourne *erhem pangtze* soon ;_;. so we decided to make a chalet to do some farewell bbq-ing hahas.

i was supposed to go on friday night and stay till saturday evening, but i stayed in np too long to do stuff so i couldnt go on friday haiz. so, i went early on saturday to make up for it =D. wished that i could have stayed overnight for saturday though. if not for the stupid sweatshop calling me back to work on sunday and next sunday for paying me 2 days extra salary, i would have had so much more fun >=(.

alright. so let's go on into the main event.

i arrived early and saw jordan choo, kevin lee, gerald and iforgotwhowasthelastguy playing dota. haiz. never liked dota much in the first place for me. modern warfare 2 beats dota anyday anytime anywhere =D. after awhile of getting pwned on hardened difficulty in mw2 spec ops (cuz im still noob at fps stuff haiz), i decided to go to downtown east to get stuff with qihong, cassandra, choonhui and sally.

took some neoprints there hahas. had lots of fun. showed them how to play jubeat too. im in good condition today so i sort of got higher scores compared to my other notsoconditioned days =D. after that we decided to go find some food to eat. but, all the restaurants and food shops are like GODAMN FUCKING PACKED. totally turned us off, so we went back to the chalet to cook instant noodle D=.

went by cheers while we were heading back and i realised that the apple+passionfruit 9degreeC drink is shiok =D. kept spamming lots and lots of them throughout my stay at the chalet hahas.

after that the qihong started to prepare the bbq pit along with some other guys. and regine. lols. i camwhored with my friends using my photobooth while the pit was being prepared for some grilling goodness hahas. perhaps i've become a total gheyfag today or something, but camwhore was the best activity in the world. for today =D.

camwhored with sally, jaichyi, jinglei, qihong, gerry and rebecca. had lots of fun. after that the bbq officially started. the food was not bad. quantity was very zai. but i didnt eat much. i guess its because i ate instant noodles before the bbq lols.

oh and after that, i found out that photobooth is the perfect application to use when you dont have a proper camera at a chalet. cuz it functions similarly, and has VISUAL EFFECTS >=D.

so i went around with my 2kg macbook pro on my arm and photoboothed everyone with mr tan huong hahas. it was very fun, minus the strain on my right arm D=. its still fun nonetheless hehe.

here are some of the photos from the photobooth session. for the full set of photos (which is godamn lots), ask me =D.

DISTORTION

camwhoring with Mr Tan Huong =D

We live in the victorian era.

epic lol at rebecca and gerry's eyes =D

act cute~

after the photobooth session, i lent my macbook to rebecca so that she can camwhore with gerry, elsie, renee and qiongmin. hahas. i joined in on some of their photos =D. after that i had to go home cuz i need to rest for tomorrow's work at the sweatshop >=(.

took mr tan huong's car to bukit batok cuz its more conveneint. chen hao couldnt get on cuz theres no more space on the car so he walked back to pasir ris mrt D=. feel bad for him man. haiz. hope he got home safely ba.

after i alighted at bukit batok to take a bus home, i realised that i dont have enough coins to take the bus. luckily, theres this auntie on the bus that helped me change my notes into coins so that i can pay my bus fare =D. kind hearted people are loved hahahahahahaha.

alright that sort of sums it up for the day ba. its a godamn long post, but its a major event. so dont blame me >=D.

bye.

2010-05-15T00:48:00.002+08:00

k. tell you what. ONE LAST POST. REALLY ONE LAST ONE. I SWEAR.

cuz i wanna share epic fail omegle with you all =D

presenting today's most douchebag stranger:

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hey
Stranger: asl?
Stranger: howw rrr uu?
You: 62 female from afghanistan
You: you?
Stranger: name wt?
You: boklau
You: what about yours
Stranger: muslm?
You: yeah
Stranger: which city?
You: baghdad
Stranger: oh
Stranger: bagdhad ? wt?
You: yeah
Stranger: okay
Stranger: u? like wine?
You: i prefer beer
Stranger: why? i like wine
Stranger: which beer like u?
Stranger: name wt? beer name?
You: its a afghani original
Stranger: okay
Stranger: nice weer?
You: yeah
Stranger: u? have weer?
Stranger: give me weer?
You: you get those over ebay
You: cheap
Stranger: u? daily weer take?
You: depends
You: if ebay sell i buy
You: sometime stock no more
You: make me not feel thegud
Stranger: okay
Stranger: u? why? marriead or unmaried?
You: unmarried
Stranger: oh
Stranger: okay
Stranger: u? age ?
Stranger: realy r u afgani?
You: yeah i am
You: i told you my age already just now
Stranger: which life like u?
You: i live like a muslim
Stranger: okay
Stranger: r u horny?
You: yeah
Stranger: oh
Stranger: okay
You: i use the beer bottle shove up my butt when i get really really turned on
Stranger: oh
Stranger: okay
Stranger: u? wine not like ?
You: yeah
You: wine not make me feelin thegud
You: beer feels awwwwwwwwwwwwww yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Stranger: oh smoke like?
You: cigars
You: cigarette no thegud
Stranger: okay
Stranger: afganistan capital which?
You: kabul
You: i dont live there
You: i live in baghdad
You: near kabul too
Stranger: oh yes
Stranger: kabul muslim country good?
You: yeah
You: very good
Stranger: oh okay
You: i go there pray everyday
You: walk walk 50 miles to see allah
Stranger: time wt? now?
Stranger: day or night?
You: now night here
You: 7 in the evening
Stranger: okay
Stranger: r u good
Stranger: yes
You: yeah very good
Stranger: how do u do?
You: i do it with the beer bottle
You: vroom vroom up my butt
Stranger: oh okay
Stranger: i am going to bathinda
Stranger: okay
You: cool
You: come to baghdad
You: place very nice
Stranger: u where go/?
You: i go kabul pray everyday
You: eat the curry too
Stranger: okay
You: curry very thegud
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

EPIC. FAIL. this douche believed that muslims can drink alcohol, and baghdad is a city in afghanistan when its actually the capital of iraq. XDD.

epic laughable shit lols.

k. this time im REALLY, REALLY going. bye. for real. again.

2010-05-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

okay. im posting 2 times today, because...

not all omegle people are BAD. some are GOOD =D.

im just done with chatting with this girl from england. and shes nice =D. enjoyed the convesation quite abit. too bad she gotta go soon and we didnt leave and personal contacts (but thats for safety reasons so... nvm then.).

the chat was pretty long so i gotta post it in text instead of picture. here it is:

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hello!
You: hi!
Stranger: who is this :)
You: gary
You: you?
Stranger: hello gary, im kiera :)
Stranger: how old are you
Stranger: ?
You: im around 18
You: how about you?
Stranger: im only 13
Stranger: LOL
You: wow
You: where you from?
Stranger: erm england! ;) you?
Stranger: LOL
You: im from somewhere in asia
Stranger: ohh nicee :)
Stranger: you know good english :)
You: not all asians are bad with language you know =D
Stranger: ohh okaay =] thats cool :)
You: what are your interests?
Stranger: erm im a dancer :) you?
You: cool
You: im learning to become a programmer/animator
Stranger: ohh wow! thats pretty cool:)
Stranger: do you get paid alot to do that?
You: nah
Stranger: ohh :(
You: im still studying for it
You: so i dont get paid. yet.
Stranger: ohh okay, do you think you will get it?
You: probably
You: what kind of dance do you do?
Stranger: street and freestyle, i just had an exam on it and i passed :D and i got 95% :)
You: wow
You: congratulations =D
Stranger: thankyou :)
You: what are your hobbies when you are not dancing?
Stranger: erm out with my friends most of the timee or my boyfriend LOL and if not then homework! :(, youu?
You: cool
You: i read and watch japanese anime
You: and play games too
Stranger: ohh thats cool, :)
You: do you play games?
Stranger: like?
You: computer games, console games?
You: like on the xbox or ps3 or nintendo wii or pc?
Stranger: i did have a ds but i stoped playing on it when i was in year 7 LOL i thought it wasnt cool in secondary school LOL but naah not anymoree. :) you do dont you ;]
You: cool
You: i own one too
Stranger: i had a black one and it had a little sticker on the front, but my sister is 6 and she has a dsi :O LOL
You: cool
You: mine is just a lite
You: and its black too =D
Stranger: she doesnt stop playing with it :L
You: hahas!
You: some games are addictive
You: like final fantasy =D
Stranger: haha, im quite a sporty person, iLOVE athletics because im quite tall and im good at it :)
You: cool
You: im the opposite D=
You: i prefer sitting in front of my macbook and do things
Stranger: are you quite small ::)
Stranger: im 5ft 8 i think :L
You: let me convert that first
You: we use metric measurements here
Stranger: oh okaay :)
You: we dont do imperial units
Stranger: i dont know what that is, im not very clever you see LOL
You: hahas thats alright
You: so you are 150cm tall.
You: metric measurements are in units like centimeters and stuff
Stranger: yeah something like that, i dont measure myself in cm lol
You: imperial measurements are in foot etc
Stranger: ohh okay, i get yaa :)
You: what subjects do you take in school?
Stranger: i havent done my options yet because im only in year 8 but im going to take- buisness studies, drama and food, and then we have to do science, p.e, maths and english becuase there composalry, which means like we HAVE to do them for GCSE's
You: cool
You: in my country we use the GCE exams
You: i took the O levels last year
Stranger: aha cool, whats the O level?
You: its also a cambridge exam
Stranger: oh okay
You: i took chemistry physics mathematics history english and mothertongue
Stranger: ohhcool, did you pass?
You: yup
You: pretty good score too
Stranger: well done :D
You: thanks =D
You: in my country we need to finish our O levels before we can proceed to learn other things
You: like animation and programming
You: thats what im doing now
Stranger: oh okay well we finish scool in year 12 now :( and then we can go to this thing called 6 form its like extra school..
You: cool
You: what do you do there?
Stranger: you like do extra school work so theres a better chance of you getting a better job..
You: oh
You: so its all academic stuff all over again like textbooks and worksheets?
Stranger: yeah well, i aint that sure becuase i dont go there till i have finished secondary school..
Stranger: do you have a girlfriend
Stranger: ?
You: nah im still single
Stranger: ohh i have had a boyfriend for 5 months now but hes 3 years older then me so im 13 and hes 16 lol
You: nice
You: haivng someone you love this way is a good thing
You: gotta cherish them =D
Stranger: yeah indeed, =]
Stranger: but anyway i need to go now, it was nice speaking to you gary, i might be ablee to speak to you again sometime, :) bye bye x
You: alright
You: thanks for the time =D
You: bye
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

its a pretty enjoyable convesation =D. and i duno why i called myself gary lol.

anyways i still wont frequent omegle too much cuz 99% of the people up there are still sexual douchebags who even gets turned on by 62 year old female afghanis who love beer. lol.

k. now im REALLY done. kkthxbai =D.

2010-05-14T22:16:00.004+08:00

hey.

i was bored just now so i went onto omegle cuz huiho was on there for like i wonder how long. she seemed to be having fun so i went to try it hahas.

omegle is a stranger chat application where you chat with random people with the form of you and stranger display names. the stranger can be from anywhere around the world. it also has a video chat function, but i didnt try it. hahas.

so, i got hooked up with a stranger and i realise that this guy is a complete douche. let me show you what he wrote:

like, WTF?! this kid is interested in a 62 year old horny afghani. seriously. who would get turned on by a 62 year old hag? he even asked me for msn and ADDED it. this shows that hes godamn naive. does he think that im this innocent? hello? im 62. i have more life experiences than YOUR MOM.

this site is full of horny people. seriously. lol. imagine if i tried the video chat function. live porn. probably of milfs and gheyfags. wtf.

better warn huiho not to get hooked onto it too much. corrupts brains. >=(

bye.

2010-05-11T11:29:00.003+08:00

yoz.

trying to motivate myself to keep this place alive. hahaha.

blogging at the atrium right now cuz im slacking. came to school early cuz i wanted to finish fcp report asap. reaised that i had a severe idea block after i finish writing my second paragraph. wtf. fcp is a total bitch.

and yesterday had programming lesson. was supposed to separate even and odd numbers from one big chunk of numbers then add up the odds and evens separately. total bitch thing to do too. damn hard. everyone else copied oran's code. i didnt =D. but i realised that mine was so rigid that if one of the numbers was not the same as what the project brief had specified, im screwed.

so, i went home and started to mod the thing la. i know programming's a bitch too but...

my ff5 froze again after i pwned 3 bosses. got bounced back. AGAIN.

that was why i was motivated to go and mod my script.

in the end i learnt how to check for remainders in actionscript by searching through the internet. now my mod can function with any set of numbers and any amount of values. and its super accurate. win =D.

gonna have IS again later. haiz. its english lessons all over again lol. at least the teacher is fun. cuz shes foreign. somehow my lecturers who are foreign are godamn fun. those who are native aint as much haiz.

and i just realised that if i continue to write anymore for this post its gonna become twice the length of my previous. perhaps it reached that length already, but i dont give a fuck about lengths.

i have also just realised that i am sitting in front of dozens of chiobus. eye candy XD.

k. done with the random rant-athon. gotta meet 1m04 for lunch.

bye.

2010-05-10T10:14:00.002+08:00

lol. my blog died like duno how many times. again.

life in np is just simply awesome =D. i guess thats one of the main reasons why i forgot about this blog again hahas.

btw somehow i caused my whole class to be playing pokemon/mario on visualboy advance during class. godamn funny. gary was the most epic though. this was what happened:

during 2DD class, susie told me and danial to go up to the whiteboard to draw a layout. halfway through, gary shouted "CHENYING!". everyone thought that he wanted to ask smth module-related, but instead he asked "eh bulbasaur can learn solarbeam or not ar?" epic win. susie's face went damn black after that. hahahahaha.

my class is just one epitome of fun, weirdness and insanity. and we like it =D

k done. bye.

2010-04-28T19:20:00.003+08:00

holy shit.

today had DWF's first lesson. those wondering what is DWF, it means Drawing Fundermentals.

and its HARD.

we were told to draw a cylinder, sphere and cube setup on our A2 size papers. took me 1 and a half hours just to get it to a abitlessthannormal state.

who knew drawing a cube would take so much out of your hands, eyes, heart and mental stability.

and we are instructed to draw 5 sketches at home per week on A2 size papers too. damned!

oh well. i sort of like drawing la. learnt quite a lot of new things in today's lesson, even though its so tedious. oh well. ill just persevere and improve my drawing skills ba.

thats all. bye.

2010-04-26T11:49:00.003+08:00

tell you what.

I'M OFFICIALLY UNEMPLOYED STARTING TODAY!

i resigned from fairprice! lols.

i shall live off my parents and be a spoilt brat for a month! then find a new job...

haiz. no money no school no future no life... ;_;

thats all for this post. bye.

2010-04-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

w00ts!

tell you what,

POLY OFFICIALLY STARTS FOR ME =D

hahas! 2nd day of school today. had lectures since yesterday. lectures are damn LONG AND DRY. so boring. then today had IS lesson. its called comiss. it teaches us how to write research papers and how to do epic presentations. in other words,

IT'S ENGLISH LESSONS ALL OVER AGAIN.

at least IS is pretty interesting. for now. i wonder if it will get super dry soon or something. hope it doesnt though. im gonna totally die of boredom if that happens.

ohoh! and i like my class pretty much. had some interesting people. i hope i can get along well with them. if not, then my 3 years in np will be SCREWED.

thats all. bye.

2010-04-11T11:23:00.001+08:00

theshit!

i have work again later! and im tired and having a sore throat! liek a sumbodeeeeeeeee!

argh. hope i survive later ba. if i did then its another 4 days of rest =D.

but school's starting soon argh. no more rest alr! theshit!

and the way i talk has been greatly influenced by the ownagepranks calls. theshit!

k. i shall try to catch a nap or smth. work starts at 2 argh. theshit!

bye.

2010-04-06T21:03:00.003+08:00

w00ts i bought my pokemon soulsilver!

i camwhored it like a gheyfag with my macbook's photobooth ahhahaha. below are the photos =D

in game footage. me and my totodile walking around =D

The Pokewalker! you get to send pokemon over and bring it out with you! tracks your footsteps and gives growth to that pokemon according to it!

The Cardtridge for the game!

Box Back Cover

Front Cover =D

Sorry if the pics are all inverted... but at least i get to take photos of them hahahahahaha.

k. thats all.

bye.

2010-04-06T01:33:00.004+08:00

damned. this is epic.

like it? hahahaha

liek a sumbodeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

bye.

2010-03-30T09:40:00.003+08:00

yoz.

this blog seriously must be waiting for me to save it from imminent death again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again...

ok. let's stop that and just get on with this post.

i have invested TONS of money on this macbook lols. bought a screen protector and a transparent skin to protect my macbook. costs around 40 bucks. cheap leh. if you go to authorized apple retailers they charge you 49 bucks for 1 screen protector only. wtf.

oh and the shop i went to get my screen protector and stuff at simlim rocks. they sell things cheap. they made me realize that CHALLENGER IS A BIG FUCKING RIP OFF SHOP. why? i can get a laptop fan at most for 19 bucks at the simlim shop, and challenger sells them at least for 20 bucks. for a laptop bag i can actually get a decent one at below 15 bucks, and i bought mine at challenger at 26 ==. and thats one of the cheapest at that rip off shop already zzz.

oh well. what's done is done. no use wallowing in self despair for my stupidity. ill just take it as a lesson learnt ba. i shall never bloody ever visit challenger again! _|_.

phew pretty long post. i hope my blog feels happy that i blogged this much ba. if it has sentience that it.

thats all i guess. ja ne!

2010-03-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg

I BOUGHT MY NEW MACBOOK PRO!!!

2.6k leh. pain on my wallet sia. sommore hire purchase. slow and painful.

haiz. but at least i got my macbook hahahahahaha!

ok. done high-ing.

bye.

2010-02-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

HOLY SHIT.

That pic. its a GUY.

got this screenshot from crossdress paradise (jap variety show). godamn epic.

the pic below is before the guy crossdressed:

power right? total epicness la. if singapore cosplayers can at least do until this level for females only, its pretty good alr. cant stand crossdressed guys at cosplay fairs in sg man. gross. but for this, its a totally different level!

hahahaha. k. nothing else to write alr. btw i gotta fix my comp and buy an ipod. costs a bomb argh.

done. for real. bye.

2010-02-15T13:15:00.003+08:00

damned. these are some badass pokemon trainers.

if pokemon games have these kind of graphics then its totally ftw.

alright. enough random stuff. nothing else to post here. oh yeah. one last thing:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINES DAY AT THE SAME TIME! even though its belated...

thats all for today. bye.

2010-02-04T21:38:00.004+08:00

yoz.

nothing to post about these few days either. but just for the sake of keeping this place alive (sorry about killing my blog over and over again lols)...

I BOUGHT MY NEW BAG!

hahahaha! i bought it with my second paycheck. its damn spacious. and i managed to move leon to his new residence, which is also on the cover of my bag haha.

thats all. cuz i dont have anything to update on.

ja ne!

P.S. if you dont know whos leon, click on its name =D.

2010-01-30T09:34:00.003+08:00

tell you smth.

I HATE ASSHOLE CUSTOMERS.

i kena-ed one yesterday zzz. 2nd customer of the day sommore. totally made my la day. ==.

she come my counter buy thing then after that she got purchase with purchase items (must buy 25 dollars in one receipt in order to get discount kind). then i want scan for her she die die dont want let me. tell me separate receipt. so i separate lor.

then after that she tell me scan the rest. i cannot give her discount cuz the receiptes separated ma. then she scold me ==. "i buy so many things alr then you dont want to give me discount. what kind of thing is this? you give other people discount dont want give me discount?" fuck la hor. like i dont want give like that.

then i keep explaining to her about the purchase with purchase policy. then she still die die not happy. then she noticed that she was holding up the queue at my counter. so she said this to the other people behind:

"eh, this kid duno how to count. so we stuck here liao. you all go other counter la."

shut. the. fuck. up!!! i know how to count better than your great grandfather! godamnit!

in the end i really duno what to do, so i called my supervisor and my supervisor just said "just give just give..." lols. i think my supervisor also dont wanna invite anymore trouble from this customer liao.

godamnit la. its like, 2nd customer of the day leh. then make me so pekcek. zzz.

oh well. im done with ranting about the bitch. thanks for listening anyways.

bye.

2010-01-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

w00ts!

tell you smth!!!! today...

I BOUGHT MY NINTENDO DS LITE!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha!

k. im so high that i duno how to elaborate on today. btw cca awareness day today also. its pretty fun too!

bye!

2009-12-30T12:48:00.003+08:00

2010 in around less than 48 hours time.

hm. i wonder what i should do to prepare myself for another year...

ah! i know! i shall write my new year resolutions here!

san, nii, ichii, GO!

1. balance my cash float at work for at least 5 days straight lols.
2. use less vulgarities.
3. cut down on lame jokes.
4. dont whine so much lols.
5. cut down on otaku-ing
6. start trying many many more new (legal and good) things hahas.
7. braces.
8. exercise more.

alright. thats all, right now at least.

ja ne!

2009-12-18T15:31:00.002+08:00

hello!

my blog is really bloody dead. hahas. cuz theres nothing much to post about, and i dont feel like posting anything.

oh well. ill just share one news with all of you ba.

I WORK AT FAIRPRICE FINEST NOW!

hahahaha. im a cashier there le! i started work on monday hahas. pretty scary to be cashiering cuz if the money doesnt tally then its gg for me lols.

had overnight at sherilyn house yesterday, and its not as good as i thought... but we still had some fun la. hahas. and i learnt one lesson from the overnight:

ALCOHOL IS NOT A GOOD THING.

lols. thats all ba. i dont feel like elaborating so...

bye!

2009-08-29T19:16:00.003+08:00

yoz.

i realised that im like, blogging once a week etc only alr... lols.

oh well. i shall post something.

these few days ive been practicing on my sketching hahas. used my .hack// G.U.+ manga as reference. its still VERY SCREWY la. but i have a feeling that im improving alr hahas.

ohoh, and another thing:

I AM SOLOING CCA AWARDS FOR ELDDS.

epic la. friday's award rehearsal (its actually more of a briefing than a rehearsal la. lols.) had all of the award winners lined up according to which cca they came from. i solo-ed my line. absolute emoness lols. at least thew ni and jaron came to my line and chatted with me hahas. thanks man!

after that we were told to TAKE ATTENDANCE for cca award winners in our cca. lols. i took attendance for myself. epic failure. might as well just put me in another more crowded line. hahas. its still ownage, nonetheless.

oh well, i guess this is all for today's post. see you next time, if you are still coming here, that is. LOL.

ja ne.

2009-08-22T15:25:00.005+08:00

yoz.

pardon me for the very obscene post last time. i was really pissed.

not to worry, im not pissed anymore. hahas.

btw,

I JUST DOWNLOADED HATSUNE MIKU'S ALBUM!

w00ts! the vocaloid is kawaii hahas.

oh well. i have nothing else to post, cuz the day is just so darn bored. let's end today's post right here. hahas.

ja ne.

2009-08-21T15:45:00.002+08:00

goddamned fuck argh!!!

these few days im like, fustrated all day and some hum mother up down left right isnt very happy with whatever i am doing with my existence!!!

why? heres why:

1) my dpa got rejected. oh well. this isnt really enough to piss me off la. i still have other ways on getting into mma.
2) pandora saga. _|_. you log in for 3 minutes, lose control of your character completely cuz it lags, the next minute you find yourself ganged up by mobs of the same level as you which arent supposed to kill you. and another minute passes by, you find yourself killed and respawned in town. fuck off man. stop the lag!!!

there arent much reasons why im pissed, but its still enough to make my blood boil grr. ==.

seriously man. just give me a break. zzz.

ps for the rants. ja ne.

2009-08-03T14:07:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

TODAY'S MY DPA INTERVIEW!!!!

Hahahahaha! Wish me luck! Anyone! Hello? Haiz. nvm.

GAMBATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-01T22:03:00.004+08:00

w00ts. my blog is a wasteland!

i wonder how long since i last posted la. not that it will mean anything since no one visits this place anyways. lols. oh well. i shall still put something meaningful here.

first up, an announcement...

MY DPA INTERVIEW IS ON MONDAY!!!

w00ts! im like so looking forward to it la. but im abit scared though. they say that they will give me an onthespot drawing test. and my drawing sort of sucks. haiz. oh well. ill word hard! hahas.

second thing...

yesterday's my birthday, and...

70% OF MY FRIENDS FORGOT ABOUT IT.

hahas. not that im angry or anything la. but its fun reminding them. cuz i share my birthday with harry potter. pro right. i know. LOL. got lots of wishes and daniel and sam gave me a piece of chocolate cake and a very small can of deodourant as presents. thanks everyone! hahas.

and one last thing:

I AM ATTEMPTING TO MAKE A RPG GAME IN MY FREE TIME.

hahas. im using RPGMakerVX to make it, so its pretty easy. but its tedious la. have to think of the weapons and monsters etc. and the story too. im like, 1/18 done with it only la. lols. look forward to its completion hor. whoever you are who is reading this post might be called for playtesting if you are my friend lols.

2009-07-21T18:24:00.002+08:00

yoz.

i wonder how long was it since i last posted. i guess with my olevels coming up, i dont have much time to bother about blogging (though i do my work outside then come home to play comp) lols.

these few days are extremely uneventful. thus i have nothing to blog about. haiz. but its ok. at least i wrote something la. lols.

ohoh. i remember something.

I AM ADDICTED TO RICKROLL.

lols. yeah. thats it. and click here for fun.

thats all. ja ne!

2009-07-11T13:45:00.002+08:00

lol man.

my blog is dead. dead². dead³. its tothepower-ed so many times that its 2nd differential still leaves a square.

oh well. then ill try to revive it abit. these few days nothing much happened la. so ill just tell everyone that...

I ADDED 5 MORE JAP ANIME SONGS TO MY COLLECTION!

k. this is lame. but i haven been collecting any jap anime songs recently cuz im too busy. lols.

thats all i guess. oh ya. and before i forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH LING AND AMANDA!

their birthdays next week la, and to be more exact, poh ling's one is tomorrow and amanda's one is on wednesday. but oh well. might as well wish them beforehand. hahas.

ohoh i remember. i gave jolene her birthday present. and you know what? i dont know what to get for her, so i gave her a mickey mouse design angbao with 10 bucks inside. so cool eh? i know my idea for a present is so fantastic and im such a genius to do this. w00ts. hahas.

k. thats all. ja ne!

2009-06-29T20:37:00.003+08:00

neh. i wonder how long has it been since i last blogged. lols.

today's the first day of term 3! and its uneventful! *claps*.

neh. its just the usual going to school, do schoolwork, kena scolded, do more schoolwork, then go home. nothing much. except for the 2 hours i slept during mr tan's extented homeroom thingy.

and guess what. i changed my specs and cut my hair! now im wearing black specs which somehow people are saying i look good in them. lols. and also, my specs somehow made everyone unable to notice who i am. its like a total image change to my friends when i wear it lols. praval was like staring at me when i waved and his face was like, "wtf? is this who i think he is? omg." kind of look lols.

thats all for school hours, i guess.

after school, i guided weishan and weixuan to the health promotion board at outram park. apparantly google earth served me well as my map lols. found the directions yesterday night, and guided weishan and weixuan to the dental clinic there. once i step in, the hospital smell sort of overwhelmed me and im like, "wtf shit smell argh fag get it off my nose" lols. waited for weishan to fix his teeth, and then we all went back to west mall. said bye to them cuz i wanna rush home for my dose of coffee. im kind of addicted caffeine hahas.

k. thats all for today. ja ne!

2009-06-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

yoz.

progress report:

today, i have done...

ONE CHEMISTRY PAPER! THE WHOLE THING!

w00ts! achievement! finally finished ONE paper from my holiday assignments!

hahas. i went to the library specially to do homework and finished one paper within one hour. then after that got hungry and sort of didnt have any cash left so... i went home...

its still progress la. im gonna finish my holiday assignments by end of next week. hahas.

end of report. ja ne!

2009-06-15T17:54:00.002+08:00

omfg omfg omfg.

i just finished watching "Tour de Japon - Music from Final Fantasy"!!!

and tell you what. theres only one word to describe the whole thing man. and the word is...

EPIC.

w00ts. yeah! epic! final fantasy music never ceases to touch the hearts of people man!

and you know, now that i watched the whole thing, i just remembered the reason why i started liking instrumental music. reason: NOBUO UEMATSU!

nobuo uematsu rocks. seriously. he composed more than half the music for final fantasy. and all of his music totally fits into the storyline of every instalment of FF. and not only that, it sends waves of emotion right into you. his music makes you feel the story. thats what i call talented man! hahas.

if nobuo uematsu will ever come to singapore in the future, im seriously gonna get his autograph and totally go for his FF music concerts. and if i can, ill seriously learn violin and join an orchestra. and if i get to play his pieces at least once in my lifetime, im so darn gonna die without regrets. totally.

hahas. and to end my post...

FF music ftw! nobuo uematsu ftw! w00ts!

hahas. thats all. ja ne!

2009-06-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

yoz.

its the june holidays! as an olevel student, i should have already started on my revision.

the teachers gave tons of revision test papers for us to do. lemme list them here:

amaths: 3 paper1s, 3 paper2s
emaths: 4 paper1s, 4 paper2s
chemistry: 2 paper1s, 2 paper2s
physics: 2 paper2s ( i think. LOL.)

total: 20 papers.

now, i shall report my progress.

week 2/4, completed 0/20

w00ts. i love the numbers man. its practically half the holidays gone, and i didnt even touch my holiday assignments.

well, actually i did get started la. i did 3 emaths questions. 3 hor. dont play play. LOL.

hahas. thats all ba. report completed.

ja ne!

2009-06-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

yoz.

you know what i am feeling now?

i am feeling...

BORED.

yeah man. bored. bored². bored ³. boredtothepowerofbored. boredsquarerootofbored. boredchooseboredequalstobored.

you get my point. ==.

i shall find more self entertainment. sounds wrong, but just dont think of it wrongly ok? lols.

ja ne.

2009-05-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

tsk. emo post. again. ==.

have to un-emo my blog with a not emo post. hahas.

here i go:

these few days, im VERY bored. because...

I SLACKED THE WHOLE WEEK AS I DONT NEED TO GO FOR MOTHER TONGUE INTENSIVE LIKE THE REST OF MY CLASSMATES WHO HAVE TO TAKE MOTHER TONGUE OLEVELS NEXT MONDAY.

w00ts. hahas. i bet 99% of my classmates wanna langa me after this. lols.

so, as you know, i slacked the whole week. i read harry potter and the half blood prince (i skipped this book when i went through the series, so might as well finish it lols.), watched movies on jinglei's laptop which he brough to school, helped poh ling and amanda with some of the things they require assistance with, getting caught by ms toh slacking and being told off about how i should be practicing my maths cuz my maths suck and best of all,

I DID A TOTAL OF 5+7=12 EMATHS QUESTIONS THROUGHOUT THE COURSE OF THE WEEK.

w00ts²! i totally kena owned man! hahas. theres just too much things to talk about the week la. so ill just stop here. at least lightened the mood of my emo post alr. lols.

set. im done. see you next time!

ja ne!

2009-05-30T21:46:00.003+08:00

im feeling emotional. dont know why, but just felt it all of a sudden.

have you had an experience where you cared, you tried to bring a smile to her with everything you've got? and in return, she ran away from you?

it's happened to me. it's happened to me, so many, many times.

and im scared.

im scared that it might happen again.

and somehow, somewhere inside, i know that it will happen again.

i feel like i deserved it. deserved that they ran away from me. because i had sinned. sinned, so much.

so, i wonder, if what i know, are really the facts about this...

2009-05-21T16:54:00.002+08:00

today we celebrate! because...

I GOT 444 JAP ANIME SONGS!

lols. im celebrating because the number looks epic and also to remove the unauspicious element from it lols.

nothing much happened these few days, and i dont wanna talk about my results. i shall leave it as it is for now. sorry to disappoint you all hahas.

k. in gone. ja ne!

2009-05-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

yoz.

today went out with bridget/chunwen/kai an/yingying/jason. hahas.

k. i shall start on it.

met chunwen/kai an/bridget/ying ying at bb mrt. jason was late, so we went first. then after that reached plaza sing.

jason came la. then i was like playing with him. didnt give him the right directions. i was totally only playing with him la, but i made him pissed... didnt know he didnt like this kind of jokes... sorry jason... wont do it again le.

after that the girls group went to eat. we guys ate by ourselves at ljs. chatted abit. then after that cuz had to wait for the girls to call us to tell us they are done, we went up to the arcade. played street fighter. kai an owned this faggot of a man hahas. the man was like had this totally pissed off face when kai an owned him. hahas. then after that went to play tekken. kai an = epic tekken player la. owned me and jason. fine la. so pro. never tell us. lols. jkjk. we had lots of fun actually.

then after that went to find bridget etc. and went to take mrt. lols. chatted like duno what. hahas. chunwen kept trying to stalk kai an. lols. kai an also kept talking to the girls. me and jason was like, left out. haiz. nvm.

then after that reached lot1, said bb to everyone and i went home. hahas.

k. thats all. oh ya. one last thing again:

SORRY JASON ABOUT THE PRANK. SHANT DO IT AGAIN TO YOU. PSPS.

ja ne!

2009-05-10T22:46:00.004+08:00

HARUHISM!

hahas. yeah. guessed it right? im into haruhi nowadays. shes kawaii and believes in aliens, time travellers and espers. hahas.

k. now to the main point: today = weixuan's birthday!

weishan wanted to celebrate for her. called me along. lols. so i said yes and went la. hahas. then i was thinking that since im attending the 3-person party (we told choonhui to help us to call other friends of weixuan, but choonhui + errands = EPIC FAIL.), i might as well get a present for her. actually wanted to ask poh ling along de, but she say she wanna stay home. haiz. hahas.

thus, i went to west mall earlier than the meeting time with weishan and bought a taurus necklace with weixuan's name engraved on it. wrapped it up and coupled it with a birthday card and went up to the arcade to see people play while i waited for weishan.

saw professor cow (jieqiang. thats what i call him and what he put for his class-t lols.) at the arcade wanting to play tekken. he blanjah me cola. cuz he has lots of free timezone points. lols. then after that see him get owned by some other stranger in tekken. his face looks totally pissed off hahas. then after that i left the arcade to find other stuff to do.

weishan finally came and i told him what i bought as present. guess what. he wanted to buy a necklace as a present too, which after i bought mine, he had to find an alternative alr lols. sorry man. my affinity with the force is too strong. gomennasai. hahas.

so, we went around looking for a present. i smsed poh ling for advice for weishan lols. thanks poh ling ^^! in the end weishan got a white teddy and also a birthday card. after that we went to pick up the heart-shaped cake that weishan ordered. lols. heart-shape seh. so romantic. lols.

after that went to the carpark nearby to get ready lols. even had to call amanda down to lend us tissue paper and lighter becuz we ran out of cash and also, WEISHAN BROUGHT A TOTALLY EMPTIED LIGHTER OUT. kena owned man. lols. after that me, amanda and her bro (had to get him to help us get the lighter from amanda's house lols. thanks!) HELPED WEISHAN TO GET THE CAKE AND CANDLE READY. lol.

finally, weixuan arrived. hahas. did lots of birthday stuff like sing song take photo cut cake. lols. then after that we ate the cake. when we were done, weishan and weixuan went to wash hands. they took HYEPR LONG. i was bored, so i decided to clean the place up. after that, they came back and we decided to go to the toilet at west mall (i haven wash my hand la. lols.).

after im done, we decided to go bugis cuz i heard theres a new otaku house outlet there. hahas. arrived and we played around with all the anime merchandises. saw the reborn hat sam bought me for christmas last year. i told weishan, "eh, my leon come home liao." hahas. my leon had been on my bag (pinned) ever since like, 4 weeks ago? lols.

after that i was like, SUPER DARN THIRSTY. and i had no cash left. so i decided to visit my mom at her soyabean shop at bugis to get extra cash. got 5 bucks from her, and went to buy bubbletea. blanjah-ed weishan and weixuan. after that, some weird tico man kept staring at us. mainly at weixuan, but i think hes interested in all 3 of us. i was abit freaked, so i told weishan and weixuan to walk faster. i told weishan about the tico stalker and he wanted to go smack the guy lols. he didnt do it though hahas.

after the bubbletea, we decided to go home. my stomach sort of began working up on the train and i was feeling super tired (mainly because weishan and weixuan kisshugplayholdhand all the way until i very bored and sianed), so i told them that i wanna head straight home. they stayed at west mall to makan and i balik kampong la. hahas.

k. thats all for today. ja ne!

oh ya. one last time for today:

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY WEIXUAN!!! hahas.

sayonara!

2009-05-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

w00ts.

today was a long day. hahas. let me start off from the start of the day ba.

morning poh ling came to my house to borrow the comp to finish her coursework lols. when she came in, my bros started to say, " kor! your girlfriend come le!" lol.

so while poh ling was doing her coursework, my bros started to disturb me and her la. keep saying weird stuff lols. we didnt really mind la. we just joked back hahas. then after that i went to change cuz we going out later.

after poh ling finished her coursework, she went to facebook awhile. hahas. then after that i played stepmania for poh ling to see. i was having so much fun and poh ling was so amused while watching me play that we kind of went out late. lols. we were worried that jinglei was alr at cityhall cuz we are supposed to meet him there, but somehow, we were earlier than him lols. when we reached cityhall, he smsed back to say that HE WAS STILL AT CLEMENTI STATION. w00ts man. super punctual person = jinglei. hahas.

while waiting for jinglei, we went to buy some bread to eat at bread talk. hahas. i bought a chocolate croissant which was like, super tasty la. hahas. poh ling bought some for herself, which one of them got flattened in her bag after we walked around lols.

after jinglei came, we headed for suntec cuz poh ling wanted to go there to eat the shilin store de food. ordered chicken chop cuz its XXL. hahas. jinglei ordered some chicken roll thing. poh ling ordered the same as me. after that we went to some corner to eat. jinglei finished his food first, and he felt that he was still hungry. so he went back to buy some oyster meesua lol. big stomach sia him. after we finished eating, we went to bugis by foot cuz we had some time to kill.

when we reached bugis we went to the epicenter to look at macintosh stuff. then, this salesgirl asked me if wanna play taptap revenge on her itouch for a competition. lols. i said yes la, and she asked poh ling if i am good at the game or not. poh ling helped me advertise to her that my highest taptap revenge record was 100% accuracy lols. so i played. 3 times. because i was allowed 3 tries. hahas. after that the salesgirl said that if i won they would notify and gave me my participation ticket lols. after that we went to take the mrt to jurong point because poh ling needs to go meet her friend to collect something. when we reached poh ling met with her friend and took the 7 LED light boards she is supposed to take for her star-chasing endeavours lols. after that went to shop. poh ling saw a very nice photo frame in mini toons so she bought it. after that weishan and weixuan called to say they also wanna hang out with us at jurong point, so we waited for them.

after we meet up with weishan and weixuan, we went to the arcade. jinglei blanjah-ed us hahas. i played house of the dead with weishan first. weishan died faster than me lols. after that i played time crisis with jinglei. i died super fast, so i passed my gun to poh ling so that she can continue since she also wanted to play. then weishan and me played ghost squad. we played the save hostage mission. he was supposed to save the hostage while i shoot the hostile people. i accidentally shot some hostages though, so i lost some hp. however, despite i had very little hp left after that, weishan died faster than me, again. haha. im getting good at this man. w00ts.

after we and jinglei and poh ling finished with our shooting games we decided to play ddr. jinglei say he play with me. i owned him. hahas. i rock man w00ts. then after that i say i wanna play initial d with either weishan or jinglei, which they decided by playing scissorspaperstone. jinglei lost, so he had to play with me. he took a subaru impreza while i took my all-time favourite car, THE RX-7 W00TS. chose myogi, which is the 2nd easiest course in the game. i owned jinglei like, 500metres ahead? lols. after that cuz theres still one more play value left in my tapz card, jinglei challenged me again. this time, he picked to race me on akina. i owned jinglei again by 100metres this time lols. he was like, hahahahahahahahahahahahaha. and i was like, super shiok cuz i owned like almost everyone in every game i played today lols. i didnt even chip in for the games sommore w00ts.

then after that we went to do more window shopping. weishan keep spamming about how compatible me and poh ling are. lols. then we went into the game shop and me and poh ling were like looking at the NDS accesories and then she kind of went gaga over the hello kitty stuff and i went gaga over the pokemon stuff lols. we still have our childhood ok lols. then after that poh ling wanted to go buy hair clips. she asked me to help her choose. i chose a dark red one. she went for pink instead. hahas. fine la. my dark red not nice lor. hmph lols. jkjk. we also went to hairclip-ed weishan's hair. weixuan was like, laughing, and me and jinglei were like, "w00ts! weishan looks ghey!" hahas. no offense man lols.

after poh ling paid for her hair stuff, we decided to go home. weishan and weixuan went off to eat while me, poh ling and jinglei went to take the train home.

ok. thats all for today. i know. super long post. hahas. cant blame me. today was just too fun, because......

I OWNED JINGLEI IN DDR AND INTIAL D!!! I ALSO OWNED WEISHAN IN GHOST SQUAD, AGAIN!!!

hahas. im done with posting. ja ne!

btw, if i won the taptap contest, they say they would give me a free 8gb itouch w00ts. hahas. wish me luck ^^.

2009-04-27T23:38:00.005+08:00

The boy exited the concert hall and walked through the empty streets. The girl followed him from behind.

They walked silently through the snowy pavements, with the occasional passing vehicle breaking the quietness for a brief few seconds. The girl tried to keep up with him, half-jogging with her petite feet. As for him, the tall, skinny boy strided briskly towards his destination.

Before long, they met with a junction. The lights turned red, and they stopped to wait for their turn to cross. The girl took this opportunity to start the conversation with the boy again.

" What do you mean you it deserved to be that way, When you tried to answer me just now?" she asked.

The boy continued to keep his silence towards the girl. As her patience snapped, she yelled in anger," Fine! If you don't want to say it, I shan't force you!"

The girl began to walk across the asphalt. Just then, a car sped towards the junction. Just as the car had almost rammed into her, she closed her eyes in fear. Suddenly, she felt a pair of warm hands being wrapped around her in a instant as she was carried out of the line of impact in an instant.

When she opened her eyes, she found that she was in the arms of the boy whom had been quiet since they left the hall.

"Tha..Thank you..." she expressed her gratitude as her face welled up with redness like a ripening apple.

"Watch where you are throwing your tantrums the next time." the boy told her.

Just as she was about to rebut on his last comment, the girl saw him look away into the night sky, with eyes that clearly showed the sadness from the reminiscing of a bad memory.

After a few moments of observing the expressions on the boy's face, the girl realised that he was still carrying her and asked to be put down. the boy did as he was requsted, and after she was back on her feet, they continued to walk.

"I'll walk you home tonight." the boy said. "It's getting almost past midnight."

The girl, bewildered by the sudden initiative demonstrated by the boy, pondered for a moment and replied, " It wouldn't hurt, so... why not?"

Hahas. I couldn't get enough of writing. The ideas came right after i published the first one, so i wrote them down straight away lols. hope you all liked it till here ba... i still haven thought of what names to give for the boy and the girl. so its still like this for now...

hm. maybe i should make another blog dedicated to putting these ideas up. good idea...

well, maybe next time when i have more free time to myself to go tinker with the codes for a new blog ba. hahas.

ja ne. again. lols.

2009-04-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

The boy stood in the middle of the stage, readying his trusted instrument.

As he pull on the bow, a soft, flowing melody was played.

It was said that, the melody of a violin carries the emotions and thoughts of its violinist, and the notes that this instrument's strings produced, gave out a sorrowful, lonely aura.

Just then, from behind the door, walked in a girl whose age is not far off from the violinist himself.

The girl sat down in the empty hall, listening to the melody of the violinist. She could feel the sorrow in the notes, and she listened even more attentively to him, as though wanting to enter deeper into the thoughts of this boy.

Finally, the melody ended. The boy put down his bow and noticed a girl standing in the seats, applauding for his performance that had just ended.

"You play very well... I liked the flow of your music." The girl praised.

"Thank you..." The boy replied softly.

The girl climbed onto the stage, and stood in front of him. " But why does it feel so lonely and sad..." She asked.

The boy kept silent to her question, and went on to sit at the edge of the stage to rest. The girl followed suit and continued," I asked you a question!"

The boy turned to look at her, and replied," because it's meant to be this way, and it deserved to be this way."

OK. took me damn ghey long to write this man. i had a little bit of inspiration, and wanted to write them down. so this VERY SHORT piece of writing was the result. i know it isnt much la. might even look like crap to some people lols. Im kind of having an idea of how to continue with this already, but it wasnt that concrete of an idea yet. hahas. when i have enough inspiration to put my ideas into words, ill continue with this hehe.

thanks for reading! ja ne!

2009-04-14T22:20:00.004+08:00

lol. emo post alert. again.

i dont blame it la. today very sad day. HOWEVER, i shall start off this post with what happened yesterday first.

ok. from the top, let's go!

13/4/2009
nothing much happened in school. the best is they called me down for live feed rehearsal. we set up alr. wasted time by doing nothing AGAIN, then pack. and balik kampong. wtf. nvm.

then after that me and weishan decided to stay over at ru jing house for the very last time. lols. quite fun. his house was like half emptied alr cuz he shipped most of his stuff over to melbourne liao. his piano also shipped sia, so his room is like, SUPER SPACIOUS. lols.

we fb-ed awhile, watched youtube awhile, played miniclip awhile, played psp awhile, played cs awhile, played LF2 awhile etc. just kind of totally did alot of crappy stuff that was very fun la. lols. then after that at around midnight the 3 of us went to Alif to eat prata. hahas.

enjoyed the prata man. super tasty. ru jing blanjah. thanks man! hahas. after that we went back to his house and decided to watch a movie. guess what movie we watched.

nah. you wouldnt guess anyways. jkjk. ill just reveal the answer to save time. it is...

KUNGFU PANDA!!!

hahas. yeah. it really was this movie. watched it together, then at around 2 when we finished watching, we went to sleep.

14/4/2009
went to school in the morning with weishan. hahas. then after that the usual stuff of schooling happens, and school is out, and i rushed home to change.

and you know what, i wanted to wear my formal. however, MY BLACK PANTS. IT KENA-ED PINK ACRYLIC PAINT STAINS ON IT AND ITS SCREWED SO I CANT WEAR IT. haiz. so i settled with bermudas and a white shirt. after that rushed out of the house.

met with everyone at bb mrt. then after that took the mrt to changi airport. waited for ru jing. lols. we arrive earlier than him hahas. we also checked on his flight on the black panel thing:

hahas. then after that ru jing arrived. so we started taking photos. ru jing got spammed lots of farewell calls and smses. hahas. after the group photos, we gave him the presents that some of us wanted to give today. he totally worried that the presents would make his luggage overweight la. hahas. then after that we told him to autogrpraph our many belongings. uniform, shoes, ez-link cards and many many more hahas. it was really cool. i got one for my ez-link card too haha.

after all the madness, ru jing hugged all of us goodbye, and then proceeded to sort out his presents to bring to melbourne with him.

after that, when it was really nearing his departure time, it got kind of emotional.

quite abit of us cried. i felt very sad too la, but i dont wanna show ru jing the crying me. wouldnt be nice to his memory of sg, i think. lols.

so after that, he went into the gate, and we waved at him until he disappeared from our sight. it was really, really sad. our chao aussie has left us, possibly for good and would most probably we wouldnt be able to see him for a very, very long time.

well, lets all learn to adapt to life without him for the least, and do our part in sg. ru jing wouldnt wanna see us selling sperm as a living because we failed our Os by emoing about him migrating. lols.

this should be all. shant spam too much. i also have to sleep one. lols.

nights.

2009-04-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

haiz.

April 14th. a day that we will all remember.

because it is the day ru jing departs to australia. for good.

we went to send him off today. everyone tried to make their last few moments with him as meaningful as possible.

as for me, i took the duty of capturing these moments.

apart from photos, we have also experienced one of our most emotional moments in our lives.

many of us broke into tears, finding it hard to accept that ru jing will be gone in just a matter of minutes.

however, i felt that, even if ru jing is one of my best friends, i should not cry.

he would not want to see our crying and sad faces on the day he leaves for what might bea better life for him.

having said these, i hope ru jing would live an even more meaningful life over at australia, and may he be happy always.

farewell, ru jing. HEIL.

2009-04-10T01:09:00.004+08:00

wow. emo post alert.

i seriously dont know why i was thinking of those weird crap during class today. oh well. might as well use this post to un-emo my blog ba. hahas.

today is a big day. it is the ...

"In Memory of Ru Jing Ceremony"!!!

actually i just named it like this to let it look epic. its in fact just a farewell party for our chao aussie, Jazer Lee Ru Jing. lols.

well, before that we had school and speech day rehearsal, which was kind of pretty colourful too. so i shall start from there.

morning classes didnt have much colour in them, but we had our equation of circles test during amaths. and surprisingly, I CAN ANSWER ALL OF THE QUESTIONS!!! NO BLANKS!!!

w00ts. hahas. i do hope that even if i can answer them, my answers are correct though. lols.

after school we had speech day rehearsal. i had to do live feed duty at the canteen. again. and the previous rehearsals, they let me sit there for 4 hours and do practically NOTHING. because, i just need to capture around 2 minutes of live video coverage of the Guest of Honour viewing the weird gallery.

today was somewhat the same... i sat there, and waited. a.k.a. did absolutely nothing. the teachers were all giving instructions to the 3rd floor live feed team which had to cover the parade. and kind of didnt really cared if there was a live feed team at the canteen.

when it was finally my team's turn to do live coverage, we did what we had to do, and went on standby. again. i wanted to ask everyone else when can we pack up, because i had to attend the farewell party. so i walkie-talkie-ed the rest. no one answered. after that, jolene came down to check. i asked her, and she took me as TRANSPARENT. wtf. well, at least she said she would help me check at the end when she was going back to jaga her own live feed team, so i became apparent instead of transparent eventually. lols.

after we packed up, i went to the farewell party. had lots of fun. we had a flour fight. everyone kena-ed. we even made mr tan huong's hair all white lols. it was dirty yet enjoyable, i would say. hahas. the rest of the party we ate, talked, took photos and had even more flour fight.

at around 10pm, we cleaned up. went up to take a toilet brush and buckets of water from yujie's house. jordan choo and many other friends helped scrub the place clean. hahas. after that we kind of went our separate ways. after that, i went home.

that should be all for today ba. but...

RU JING IS LEAVING FOR AUSTRALIA ON TUESDAY TT.

that darn chao aussie. haiz. will miss him loads man. no one to study with, no one to crap around with and no one to go shop for classical music with alr. haiz.

ok. my post getting emo again. shall stop here before it goes out of hand.

ja ne!

2009-04-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

hello.

i have been spacing out during class again. this time, i wasnt fantasizing about any gundam-ff crossovers, because when i spaced out, i remembered alot of things from the past.

i had a very sinful past. i did lots of bad things. many, many bad things. i even hurt a person i used to hold very preciously to my heart.

yet, i had stood up again even though i had fallen. i had stood up because i had my friends and family. and i am grateful.

however, i do not wish for history to be repeated.

and this, is the very reason, why i shouldnt be doing certain things. why i shouldnt be allowed certain things.

and when this thought went through my mind, half of me accepted this judgement to my sinful past.

what about the other half?

it disapproved, and had the urge to do everything that i had condemned myself from doing.

i listened, and i decided, long ago, when i realised the sins of my past, that i do not wish to hurt anyone again. especially the person that i hold dear to my heart right now.

and i will make the nessecary sacrifices, to put a smile on everyone's face. on her face.

2009-04-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

hihi.

i know my blog would be dead if i dont update it again soon, and i kind of suddenly had an inspiration to write weird stuff. actually, i was daydreaming and i just thought of something.

i have been daydreaming about my usual fantasies of stuff like gundams and weird ff-crossovers, and maybe because i watched gundam seed again out of boredom recently, i have been thinking that if something like that happened, why would i fight and what or who would i fight for.

of course, i would protect everyone i know. but, who would i seriously lay down my life and risk everything piloting a mobile suit to protect?

ive thought about it for awhile (mainly because i had lots of time to spare), and i kind of realised that these people are really important to me and i really would fight in a robot of mass destruction to protect them:

1) Ru Jing
Yeah. that stupid aussie. hes been a very great friend. he helped me through practically everything, gave me support over lots of stuff, and overall, we just totally hanged out together most of the time during upper sec life. lols. hes sort of like, my best friend. and i would really pwn anyone who tries to pwn him.

2) weishan
well, hes my other best buddy. hanged out since sec1. he rocks. hes weird sometimes, but thats how we sort of got together. we are both weird. hahas. the rest is pretty much the same reason as ru jing la, without the aussie part lols.

3) dan and sam
these 2 have been my neighbours since primary school and we studied in the same school together. we have been like hanging out for the longest of times, and we shared alot of stuff together. id rather i get pwned than letting them get pwned.

4) basyar
basyar is sort of a fun guy to hang around with, and he really did helped me alot too. hes a great friend, and we kind of have some similar interests. pretty important person to me, he is. hahas.

5) bridget
bridget would be one of the few people i would surely hop into a giantmetalpersonofmassdestruction and use it to protect. she sort of helped me during one of my toughest times in my life. hahas. wouldnt forget that. without my friends or her, i might have gone haywire and totally pwned myself. lol. kind of left an impression inside of me, she did. hahas.

6) nasri and jolene
these 2 rocked. they helped me through my probation, giving me advice and stuff, so that i could still be vice-chair of eldds until now. i know i might dorkass-ed them abit sometimes, and i really apologise for that because of my mental instability occasionally, and they still stuck out for me. totally worth risking my life for them.

7) pohling, amanda, jinglei
these hmt classmates of mine, they rock. they are friendly with me even though i was a dork to everyone during that period of time. they also gave me quite abit of moral support and advices. wouldnt want to see them get pwned by some weird coordinatorrulestheworldandnaturalsshallggthemselves guy or iusenukestodestroycoordinatorscuztheyhavebetterabils guy. i would pwn these bastards before they get to these 3 people.

8) azwan and derrick
these 2 are great older bros. they helped me through alot. AND WE LOVE ANIMES!!!yeah. thats about it. ill smash the peabrains of any terrorists who try to pwn these 2 people.

well, these 8 groups of people sort of came into my brain when i was thinking of who would i seriously protect with my life like how kira got onto the freedom to protect people and also to end the meaningless fighting between coordinators and naturals.

ok. thats all. enough of weird stuff from my random chain of thoughts. hope you all enjoyed this weird post. hahas.

btw, i seriously meant those names and reasons. not for show. lols.

ja ne!

2009-03-31T20:44:00.003+08:00

hi.

i know. its been like so long since i last blogged. i had to cpr my blog back to life with this post. lols.

let me start on what happened today. right from the top. hahas.

ru jing didnt come to school today la... kind of was abit sianed. my buddy didnt come to school. so lesson was less interesting than usual, but still was interesting, mainly because the class rocks. its not that its ok without ru jing, but i guess i just had to accept that hes leaving soon ba... hahas.

after school went to cca. this was the time that lots of shit happened. the teachers got pissed off on saturday cuz nasri, mili and shirley didnt come for practice. i had to sub nas, and mdm maz actually said she might replace nas with me. damned.

so today, we had practice as usual. the teachers came, and started to scold. haiz. cant blame them la. humans do get pissed off sometimes, but its abit of unfair cuz nas was really sick on saturday. nas got one hell lot of shit from the teachers. he was alr feeling down since yesterday. and this kind of made things worse. i felt really bad about this, cuz if the teachers really made me replace him, it would be like i took his job or something. luckily, this didnt happen. but the mood was still too darn down for the practice. i kind of was abit down too, and started to do the usual thing that i do when i kind of become emo - treat people to stuff for no apparent reason. i treated bridget to drink. i kind of forced her to accept it. sorry bridget ._.

then after that everything got cleared up la. i acted once cuz nasri had to speak to mdm maz. after that i sat down to watch as nas came back to act. thats all for drama practice, i guess.

after practice, me and basyar rushed back to my house to grab the cake i bought yesterday for nasri's birthday celebration today (lynn and afiqah chipped in too, for the cake). we were like so bloody rushing. hahas. then after that we reached and we found out that lynn and afiqah had sprayed water at nas's downthere. damned. sounded sick. but nvm. lols. so they used their water bottles to spray there. it was hilarious. he looked as if he wetted his pants hahas. then after that me and the rest helped to prepare the candles and stuff. the mac staff was very kind too. gave nasri a free mcflurry and a blue balloon lols. thanks macpeople!!!

after nas blew the candles, we ate the cake la. hahas. we were hanging out and having fun. nasri has been so down since yesterday. but the celebration cheered him up. alot. im glad that he cheered up too. ive never really liked to see my friends sad. hahas.

after that we cleaned up and left. we said our separate goodbyes and went home. hahas.

thats all people. hope you all enjoy this post. and, sorry blog for not updating for so long... too busy luhs haha.

oh ya. once more,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NASRI!!!!!!

ja ne!

2009-03-06T22:45:00.004+08:00

hello.

everyone out there who are reading my blog now, i want to start off by telling that i just came back from one of the most motivating 3 days of my life in school.

i attended the adam khoo workshop, and today was the last day of the programme.

during these 3 days, we learnt about self esteem, beliefs and goals. these 3 factors play a very huge role in helping us being successful. the trainers were fun; they entertained us and even better, they taught us some of the most important lessons in life.

i still remember yesterday, when we were all made to close our eyes. we were made to visualise ourselves in a dark room. in the room, we see a door. we opened it, and we see ourselves on the other side, telling us that they are sorry. sorry that he had always procrastinated, made excuses and being not believing in himself.

after that door slammed shut, we saw another door in the room. when we opened it, our parents stood on the other side this time. and there they are, standing there, saying sorry to us, about the many things they tried so hard to give, and yet they couldnt give, about the many times when they scolded us out of anger.

in my mind at this time, i saw myself, holding onto me, telling me those things.

in my mind at this time, i saw my parents, apologising for every single thing that they couldnt provide.

and at this time, i started feeling many things. so many things that i couldnt list them all out anymore.

this small activity made me reflect on how i had taken my parents for granted, how i trampled on my own dreams just because people tell me i couldnt make it.

and i wanted to say sorry back to these people.

during the closing ceremony, everyone's parents were there to see their children. my parents werent there. my mom was busy working so that i could go to school, go out with friends, use the internet. as for my dad, he couldnt understand english, and he was also very tired from his work, and i felt that i should let him rest for abit at home.

this was one of the most regretted decision i did for today, as one by one, my friends went up on stage, took the mic with their hand, and showed their daddys and mommys how much they actually loved them deep down.

i didnt go up. i didnt go up because my parents didnt come. and when i saw waikit crying while he said those words of gratitude and love to his parents, i wanted to do the same too. and yet, i couldnt bring myself to go up on stage.

after i left the school, i really couldnt allow myself to bottle these things that i wanted to say inside myself. yet, when i got home, i still couldnt put my thoughts into words and actions. and thus, here i am, deciding that i should write everything on my blog, so that everyone could see, so that hopefully if my mom and dad surfed the net they could come across this blog post.

and this was what i actually wanted to say on stage:

you know, we wrote down our goals for our lives today during the workshop. i wrote down on my piece of paper, that i want to be a successful animator.

thinking about this, i remembered the many animations and games that ive seen and played. and you know what, there will always be the credits after everything. it listed down all of the names of the people in the production crew.

one of my dreams is to have my name written on the credits on the animations that i want to make in the future.

after this, i remembered another thing. after the names of these talented and outstanding people, sometimes they would put an extra line below:

"The production crew would like to thank all their family members and friends for giving them all the support during this production."

after that visualisation of myself and my parents, i said to myself that, not only would i want my name on the credits, but i would also want to make sure that every single production i make would bear that extra line, because i want to thank my family, especially my parents, for being there for me all the time and supporting me in whatever i do.

i know that my parents care for me alot. i know they scold and nag because they care. and yet, i do not care for them as much as they care for me. i ask for pocket money and they give me pocket money. i didnt even say a single word of gratitude. not even a "thanks". but, now i know better. now, i want to show them all the gratitude i have for everything they do for me.

i dont want to make this into a two-hour speech, and so, i shall cut everything and go straight to the main point. after all, woei tang, danny and trina taught us how to pick out keywords. haha.

my parents are not present for the ceremony today, but i hope that what im going to say would defy all laws of physics and reach them.

mom, dad, thank you for everything.

this was all in my mind and i had that urge to go up on stage and blurt everything out to eveyrone. yet, i didnt. i didnt participate 100%. and now, action have consequences. now, i regret not going up there.

after these 3 days, i learnt things that have changed many aspects of my thinking. and now, i feel that i have been living a meaningless life for the past few years. in fact, i felt that i was a complete failure in the past.

and because that i failed, all the more i must work hard to achieve success.

so, see my name on the credits of clone wars 2 next time. and i wouldnt mind giving you my autograph after that.

thank you danny, woei tang and trina for motivating me and bringing to light the many things that i couldnt see around me. i also thank hock kee for playing those nice background music for us during the programme. thank you all very much!

2009-03-04T07:36:00.002+08:00

hello.

i am currently in the school PA room playing the imac inside. hahas.

actually i came in here to inform them that mr calvin tan needs to set up his laptop for his sec3s for the sec3 camp briefing la. but i ended up playing rock legends here instead lols.

btw, WHAT I AM DOING NOW IS STRICTLY NOT ALLOWED TO ANYONE ELSE APART FROM ME, BECAUSE I AM PRO. lols jkjk. whatever it is, its still not allowed to anyone else apart from the PA crew. hahas.

haiz. later got adam khoo zzz. so sianed leh. morning till late at night. haiz. never mind ba. at least no homework hahas.

ok. this is totally a notallowed thing i did, playing fb in the PA room... so i shall end my post here before i get into trouble hahas.

ja ne!

2009-02-16T00:10:00.002+08:00

huat ar. so late alr i still blog.

you know right, these few days this weird quiz has been circling around. its a quiz that tells you to shuffle your playlist and whatever song that plays is the answer to that particular question.

well, i didnt get tagged la. hahas. lucky me.

but, i happen to actually DO a similar quiz before, and out of boredom, i think i shall redo it again. hahas.

here i go (commentary on the answers included) :

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"
YOU SAY ?
check yes juliet - we the kings
(true. i really check. haha)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR
PERSONALITY?
the great escape - boys like girls
(cool. my personality escapes.)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
where is the love - black eyed peas
(I love them cuz i dont find any in them? o.o)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
mockingbird - eminem
(im feeling emo today. hm. abit true. haha)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
superman (it's not easy) - Five For Fighting
(my purpose is to protect the people around me. w00ts.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
(huh.)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The World Is Black - Good Charlotte
(they must be thinking that im evil.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Predictable - Good Charlotte
(yup. standard. got pattern one. lols)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Don't Love You No More - Craig David
(you know the lyrics for this? it means someone dont love me anymore. lols)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
When I'm Gone - Eminem
(i think of when the time im gone from my friends?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU
LIKE?
Bad Day - Daniel Powter
(my love life is screwed. so maybe you really can call it a bad day. hahas)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW
UP?
Like Toy Soldiers - Eminem
(i wanna protect everyone, and stop meaningless conflicts. w00ts.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE
PERSON YOU LIKE?
We Believe - Good Charlotte
(we believe... in this love... w00ts.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU??
Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park
(they want me to break my bad habits. true.)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
(nice one. hahas)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
1000 Words - Jade
(hm. FFX?)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Good Day - Click Five
(my hobby is making the day a good day?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lonely - Akon
(OMFG. SPOT ON ._.)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Simple and Clean - Utada Hikaru
(my secret is simple and clean?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Kidnap My Heart - Click Five
(i think they kidnapped my heart?)

hahas. im not going to tag anyone, mainly cuz i forgot how many must i tag, and i did this out of boredom and shant disturb anyone with it. ok. set. i shall sleep. if not tomorrow no need go school liao.

bye. lols.

2009-02-14T21:55:00.004+08:00

yeah yeah. i know. my blog died. again. sorry. hahas.

i wanna rewrite my resolutions for this year. dont get bored to death by me ok? hahas.

1) Get as many A1s as possible for my Olevels.
2) Become a better butler for my ojou-sama.
3) Get into MMA course in Ngee Ann Poly by DPA.
4) Learn violin. if my parents allow. and not give up halfway while learning it.
5) Spend less cash. Save more.
6) Find work by myself. and fetch home some hard-earned cash.
7) Eat a more healthy diet.
8) Straighten my hunching back.
9) be more well-mannered and presentable.
10) Serve ELDDS better.

thats about it, i guess. i shall do my best to achieve my goals hahas.

bye.

2009-01-27T18:08:00.004+08:00

argh!!!

today TRIED to go see the cny decorations in town. i really TRIED. and only went as far as TRIED. why? read below:

morning asked people if they can follow me go see the decos or not. nobody can come ==. never mind lor. i solo. not like i never solo before. so i asked poh ling to tell me where is it. she told me SHOULD be singapore river. so i went la.

arrived at clarke quay. you know what? i see no bugger giga-chai shens anywhere in sight. zzz. smsed poh ling. she said she didnt see the location of the cny decos that the magazine people printed in SMALL PRINT on the magazine. bugger mag. the location must go and print so small one. might as well dont ad for the decos la. zzz.

so poh ling told me the decos at marina bay. i went. by mrt la. then when i got out of the mrt i was expecting at least something like what is in the picture (the cai shen, not the chinatown background lol) :

BUT. what i saw when i got out of the mrt station was:

construction sites. yes. darn lots of CONSTRUCTION SITES. who are they trying to kid man. cai shen made of concrete? hello. caishen has a round belly. he is not square. ==.

i stood there and "admired" the construction that appeared before me, and then decided to walk my way out of the place to go look for the real chinese deco location. i walked and walked, and finally saw the esplanade in front of me. it was there then i realised that, the chinese decos are at marina. not marina bay, but at marina SQUARE. zzz. i got really pissed off and decided just to go grab ice cream and walked around marina square and esplanade. then after that had my lunch then went home.

so cool right. today rocked man. totally.

oh well. at least we learnt something. DO NOT TRUST CHINESE ENTERTAINMENT MAGAZINES. hahas.

ja ne ^^.

2009-01-26T22:53:00.005+08:00

hahas.

today went to sentosa flowers with poh ling and jinglei. pretty fun. spent the whole day out with them. shall blog about it today. oh ya. photos included too.

here i go:

morning woke up and took a bath and changed to my new brown formal long sleeve shirt. hahas. i liked formal attire, so dont blame me. but i wouldnt be stupid enough to wear it to the beach though. hahas.

after that, went out to meet poh ling and jinglei. jinglei came first cuz poh ling need to go temple pray. me and him went to outram park to wait for poh ling. we saw poh ling but poh ling didnt see us. we had to keep calling her name then she can find us. lols. then after that we went to vivo together.

decided to makan there first. went to the food court upstairs. sucked. so expensive. sommore the food taste so ghey. they made us pay a surcharge of 20% some more. i wont bother about the 20% la. they are working on a public holiday leh. they could have gone visiting cuz its CNY. but their food still sucked ==.

after that tried to take the tram to sentosa. the queue rocked. so long. waited and waited. in the end couldnt be bothered. went to take taxi. the taxi zzz. so ex. go into sentosa need add extra 6 bucks some more. made us all broke.

we got to the flowers la. kind of had lots of fun looking at the flowers and taking photos of them. also saw lots of foriegn workers there also lols. when we decided to go take the shuttle bus back to vivo, we went to queue up at the bus terminal and we were like sandwiched between lots of foreign workers. and i tell you. THEY ARE DARN TICO AND HORNY. they constantly tried to take advantage of the girls around them, and even humped me and jinglei from behind ==. cuz poh ling was a girl, jinglei tried to block her from the foreign workers. i helped too hahas. in the end finally got up the bus. felt relieved hehe.

went back to vivo and ate at LJS. chatted like siao. hahas. then after that went to take mrt home. and i tell you ar. the mrt zzz. also crowded with pervertic foreign workers. me and jinglei decided to shield poh ling away from those pervertic people hahas. some of them kept fondling us ==. touch our hands then massage our backs and even slide their palms across our butts zzz. freaky. then on the mrt poh ling kind of slept abit. hahas. she looked kind of cute when she sleeps lols. actually most girls look cute when they sleep. ok la. there are exceptions that look especially cute in my eyes... LOL. i sound like a pervert hahas.

then after that i alighted at bt batok to go take the bus. said bye to poh ling and jinglei, then went to the bus interchange. then hor. when i was about to board the bus, i saw my primary school classmate. i think she saw me also. then hor, i duno if its smth on my face or is it that im wearing my dashing brown formal, she just kept looking at me. lols. i 电 dao her sia. hahas. then she also took same bus as me. i sat alone behind la. then when she was about to sit down somewhere in front, she looked at me again lols. when she about to alight, she also looked. wow. a girl look at me leh. so nice. LOL. i really sound like a pervert hahas.

so thats all la. i shall show you some of the photos i took. actually the flowers is poh ling take de la, but some is i take de hahas. i also shall put group photo of us here. hehe.

btw, WE TOOK THIS WITH A CONSUMER CAMERA. DONT BLAME US FOR THE GHEYNESS OF THE PHOTOS. lols.

GROUP PHOTO ^^. edited to cut away extra background lols.

ooo. pink pwetty flowers.

EH. TOILET HERE HOR. DONT ANYHOW ZOR GANG AT THE ROAD SIDE AR. lols.

white flowers. ooo. hahas. i know, the focus kind of wrongly placed. but its a consumer. what you expect. hahas.

花海!!!! a sea of colourful flowers!!!!

hahas. thats all for the photos too. hoped you enjoyed. and BEWARE OF PERVERTIC FOREIGN WORKERS.

goodbye.

2009-01-25T16:58:00.002+08:00

hm.

i suddenly feel that the sense of discipline in myself has been lacking for the past few days. i shall keep myself in check by setting the following 5 rules for myself:

1. i shall not say any vulgarities of any laguange or dialect.
2. i shall not be racist or sexist in any sense possible.
3. i will be polite and couteous to people.
4. i will not talk loudly when the person is only 10cm away from myself.
5. i will respect the people around me.

oh ya. and i also found out that, i have been smsing for no apparent reason to my friends to tell them what bugger happened in my life. and most of the time they dont sms back. thus, i shall control the number of smses i send to people. reason? first is that if i kept on smsing them i would be disturbing them and act like a son of a irritant. the other is that my phone bill would become ghey.

so, i shall set a quota of 200 smses per week for myself.

yeah yeah i know. you all must be thinking that im lame, setting such restrictions on myself. but i dont wanna disturb people with meaningless smses you know, and i always send them stuff when im bored hoping that they would talk to me.

i hope i am successful in my endeavour in keeping myself in check. hahas.

bye.

2009-01-24T10:00:00.002+08:00

argh. fag. i emo-ed on my blog.

zzz. nvm. at least i feel sort of relieved after spurting everything out. lets un-emo my blog with another lame joke. you are probably asking me why my jokes are always lame. thats because things that happen in my life are 80% of the time... you guessed it, lame. hahas.

alrighty. lets go.

during physics lesson a few days ago, we started on the chapter for electricity. we learned static electriciy first. static electricity has the following properties:

1. it is defined as charges that cannot move freely in a medium.
2. you can charge up an object by rubbing it against an insulator (charging by friction)
3. if the charged object gets near enough to another object, the charges may be able to jump across, and a spark is produced. one example of a spark is lightning.

then after that i told ru jing that using this theory, i can explain the force lightning of the sith lords from star wars.

the force lightning is actually a spark, cause by the sith lord charging his hand up by rubbing it against his body. then after that the sith lord will discharge the charges onto their puny opponents.

this explains why sith lords wear such thick robes. they dont want people to see them rubbing their body parts to charge their hand up for force lightning.

and have you ever wondered why the sith lord emperor palpatine a.k.a. darth sidious has such a wrinkled face? let me tell you why.

he can use force lightning, and he rubs his hand against his face to charge his hand up to do it. over time, due to excessive rubbing on the skin, the skin on his face sagged, and the wrinkles came out.

pretty good theory right? hahas.

oh ya. then after that mr ho taught us what is DC circuits and AC circuits. he said DC circuit is called Direct Current circuit which the charges flow in only one direction while AC circuit is called Alternating Current circuit which charges flow in different directions.

then after that, i told everyone that mr ho's explaination is wrong. the real meaning for DC circuit and AC circuit is...

DC circuit = Dont have Current circuit
AC circuit = Alot of Current circuit

hahas. thats all. i know. very lame. but at least my classmates laughed.

end of jokes. goodbye. ^^.

2009-01-24T09:31:00.003+08:00

i couldnt stand this anymore, this feeling.

i wonder why im yearning for someone so much again, even though i know im not supposed to do that. i try my best to hide everything, and its getting harder by the day. and why is it that i get this feeling that i am feeling affection for someone who wouldnt feel the same way for me? i wanted to live behind a mask and not burden anyone with my own selfish emotions, yet the mask is slowly breaking to pieces, bit by bit, revealing the hideous face behind it.

i thought i locked myself up a long time ago. why have i loosen myself up from those chains that ive put on myself... i really dont want to hurt someone again.

or is it that i dont want to get hurt instead?

maybe, i should give my heart another chance, or should i tighten the chains back?

i dont know, but i will find the answer.

2009-01-17T16:14:00.002+08:00

eh. ehllo. me say me revive ze blogk wiz ae lame zyoke.

hahas. yes. a lame joke. here goes:

me and ru jing got sianed again during class and decided to talk among ourselves. i was talking about going to see mr ngiam (our school counsellor) for counselling cuz i think my net addiction is back and i wanna cure it so that i can study for Olevels. then suddenly i thought of this very lame thing that can disiao mr ngiam if we really tried. i acted it out.

ok. lets see what i acted out. but first,

WARNING: DO NOT TRY THIS ON ANY REAL COUNSELLORS. DO NOT EVEN TRY THIS IN REAL LIFE TO ANYBODY. ITS FATAL. VERY FATAL. VERY. I SAID. VERY. FATAL.

done with the warning. now to the joke part:

first, you start saying, "eh.... mr ngiam... i... i think... im... im a... a... a jedi."

ok la. this one. will only make mr ngiam go "diao..." nia. lets move on to the next thing you say to him:

"eh... i think... i think... im becoming... becoming... becoming chewbaka... my... my... my hair is... is getting longer..." and after you finish the sentence you show mr ngiam your overgrown leg hair.

and most probably after you are done saying those to him he will call IMH for you.

yah. i know. im lame. very lame. but what can you expect? 2 best kakis, in class and sianed. of course this kind of thing come out from our brains la. hahas.

ok done with laming. bye.

2009-01-12T19:39:00.003+08:00

W00TS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got my Olevel results for express chinese today! guess what i got. guess. aiya nevermind. you all comfirm will guess those shit grades de. i tell you instead ba. lol.

I got.......... (drum roll......) ..........

..........A1!!!!!!!!!!

w00ts! so nice! and i thought cuz i slacked through the paper i might get a B sia. so nice. i got A1 instead. i wanna thank everyone i know as well as everyone i didnt know cuz i got an A1. and just because i got an A1. dont expect me to thank you all if i got an A2. lol. jkjk. i wanna thank wu lao shi, poh ling, amanda loo, jinglei, sally, sheila, mrs mok, mr tan huong and ms phoon (my hmt teacher) for all the support they gave me that helped me through those times during the exam. my sincere gratitude to all of you. anyone wants a hug? haha jkjk.

iqbal and etc also got their Olevel results today, except that they got for all their subjects. iqbal scored 13. azwan and derrick also. very nice sia. so high. i hope my own Olevel also can do as good as them. hahas. grats to all who scored well! hehe.

ok. finished high-ing. now i wanna cheong for my other subjects. cuz i still got 9 more to study for for my Olevels this year zzz.

sayonara!

2009-01-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

eh... im sianed these few days so me, rujing and weishan thought of this very lame sick joke.

rmb ar. we were SIANED. so dont blame us for the lame-ness and hentai-ness of the joke.

friday we were given this profiling form which was for us to fill up. inside included lots of crap like how many siblings do i have or whether i have any long term diseases like cancer or negative IQs.

there was this question that asked what would we do when we feel stressed.

being MALE and still going through PUBERTY, the first word we can ever think of that was funny to us was "masturbate".

lol. masturbate when we are stressed. nice one.

then we started to imagine people feeling stressed during an Olevel paper.

cuz feel stressed ma. so must masturbate. so the guys in the exam hall all take out their sticks to play. seriously. doing that during an exam. holy shit. what if the guy climaxed right when an invigilator walked past? oh man. i pity the invigilator. drenched in white and sticky stuff. lol.

then after that we imagined the cleaner cleaning up the place. cleaning up the first row filled with white stuff. after that go on to the second row. just when the second row was done, the first row had white stuff all over the floor again. haiz. sad cleaner. the cleaning never ends. hahas.

haha. so this is the bloody lame sick joke we all thought of.

and one more time: rmb ar. we were SIANED when we thought of this. so, DONT BLAME US.

lol. bye.